another semester ended.

[brave_new_me]

im about to take two finals and then this semester will be over. and i tell you, it was just a complete waste. my grades wont be too bad, hopefully all B's, maybe a C. but i didnt absorb anything. i need to quit drinking so much. no drinking during the week, that will be my resolution for the new year. im taking my capstone next semester so i need to get my shit together. and ive been so fucking depressed since kelly left. i just cant let go of her and miss her so much. ive messed up so many opportunities with other girls because i just cant see myself with anyone but her. ive never felt like this. ive never wanted someone so much who didnt want me back. god it sucks. and my dad has been in bad health for the past two months or so and all this god damn stress and depression is wearing me down. i think over the break im just going to run and work out and read and make music. i need to get my brain juices brewing again. my creativity has been sapped, impurified and drowned in alcohol. so cut that shit out! as i always advise people. just cut that shit out! well anyway, ill try to update this thing more often and keep you dudes up to date with whats up in san marcos, texas. im off to study and hopefully kick some ass on these two finals. you nuts take care.

also. new cellphone number: 512-558-1975.

love codya.