are we killing time? are we killing each other?
i'm having trouble putting thoughts down in type; separation by letters always helps...
a) i am in the library for part of my two hour lunch break. checking wachovia, realizing how hard budgeting is and how money grows feet and walks out of the account so easily without my knowing it... bad bad money.
b) returning bbc's 'the office' first season and 'bowling for columbine' dvds and now checking out the 'harry potter goblet of fire' on casette (that book is too huge, it shouldn't hurt so much physically to read a book), 'the secret garden' on dvd (older older version) and 'fargo' on dvd... notice i'm not getting any actual books.
c) this weekend was great, so glad to see ali again, times don't seem to change and it's good to have a constant like that in such a time of ... hardship? boys are still liars. and cheaters. and deceivers. and heartbreakers. and that's a constant i'm glad to have... sort of?
d) upcoming weekend is charleston for resumes and interviews and a new job hopefully. maybe not all in one weekend, but one can hope.
e) met my dad's diana saturday night... it was strange to meet her... and to like her... and not feel weird. watched the olympics with the sound off (the bobsled commentators were too... stressful) so turned on my new cd i bought with cor at papa jazz... fell asleep. woke up to my dad coming in at 1 am... talked with him until 3 am about so many things... possibly -- no -- certainly the best part of the weekend.
f) have to teach :( and have lunch and recess detention... and afterschool program... only a four day week though :)
g) it's a shame i can only express my feelings for teaching with colons and half of the parentheses pair. i don't know how else to feel.
h) hope everyone's alive and well? i'm feeling like if peacecorps were a passing car, it's definitely passed and gone and i'm okay with that. not really feeling it anymore. it seems somewhat ridiculous to go teach english in another country when kids have no concept of their own language here in america. so i'm thinking i've been doing unofficial peacecorps for a year already. not too impressed with the official peacecorps program for myself anymore.
i, j, k, l, ..., x, y
z) this library hasn't got saul williams.
a) i am in the library for part of my two hour lunch break. checking wachovia, realizing how hard budgeting is and how money grows feet and walks out of the account so easily without my knowing it... bad bad money.
b) returning bbc's 'the office' first season and 'bowling for columbine' dvds and now checking out the 'harry potter goblet of fire' on casette (that book is too huge, it shouldn't hurt so much physically to read a book), 'the secret garden' on dvd (older older version) and 'fargo' on dvd... notice i'm not getting any actual books.
c) this weekend was great, so glad to see ali again, times don't seem to change and it's good to have a constant like that in such a time of ... hardship? boys are still liars. and cheaters. and deceivers. and heartbreakers. and that's a constant i'm glad to have... sort of?
d) upcoming weekend is charleston for resumes and interviews and a new job hopefully. maybe not all in one weekend, but one can hope.
e) met my dad's diana saturday night... it was strange to meet her... and to like her... and not feel weird. watched the olympics with the sound off (the bobsled commentators were too... stressful) so turned on my new cd i bought with cor at papa jazz... fell asleep. woke up to my dad coming in at 1 am... talked with him until 3 am about so many things... possibly -- no -- certainly the best part of the weekend.
f) have to teach :( and have lunch and recess detention... and afterschool program... only a four day week though :)
g) it's a shame i can only express my feelings for teaching with colons and half of the parentheses pair. i don't know how else to feel.
h) hope everyone's alive and well? i'm feeling like if peacecorps were a passing car, it's definitely passed and gone and i'm okay with that. not really feeling it anymore. it seems somewhat ridiculous to go teach english in another country when kids have no concept of their own language here in america. so i'm thinking i've been doing unofficial peacecorps for a year already. not too impressed with the official peacecorps program for myself anymore.
i, j, k, l, ..., x, y
z) this library hasn't got saul williams.