yes i am gonna say it...
i am sick of america lol....yea so there...
i am enjoying the last days i have left here but i am ready 2 go...
i have had fun but i had enough of family ..thou not of my gramps..
this vacation has been the best by far than the last two times..
but i am honestly glad i am seprated by the ocean..lol
my life is in England NOT America.maybe someday it will be different but for now not so..i love england...america is just good to come back to when i need a break from it all...
i realized a few things..that life gave me answers to..why things are the way they are..ya cant stop fate..whats ment to be is ment to be...i may never understand why or like it sometimes but i come to accept that fact a bit..
my life is better the way it is....i realize if life was any different without hubby i wouldnt be whole i feel half a person in america..and only he completes me..no matter how many times i wonder about us..life steps in and tells me to stop being silly...and no matter how hard it gets sometimes i know i wouldnt find any man in the whole world like him ever....if he died a piece of me would die to...
i am glad i am far away as i can be from my parents lol wish i wasnt so from my gramps but thats life...
i went to see motley crue in concert and it was the best ever..they are going to be in england in june and i may go again but that is highly doubtful but never know..it was the best thou....!!! i never forget that and i want to buy the tour dvd when it comes out...
had a run in with ex-boyfriend realized a few things with him to...
that even if i was never with phil there is no way i would be with him..
he is nasty not to mention a bit pushy...what we had back when i was 13 was nice but it stopped there..i often wonder if i never ment phil if i would of married my ex but i remember seeing him at 17 and the feelings werent there,.so i highly doubt it..i dunno.
sometimes life is complcated but than again maybe I am making it that way.
i am enjoying the last days i have left here but i am ready 2 go...
i have had fun but i had enough of family ..thou not of my gramps..
this vacation has been the best by far than the last two times..
but i am honestly glad i am seprated by the ocean..lol
my life is in England NOT America.maybe someday it will be different but for now not so..i love england...america is just good to come back to when i need a break from it all...
i realized a few things..that life gave me answers to..why things are the way they are..ya cant stop fate..whats ment to be is ment to be...i may never understand why or like it sometimes but i come to accept that fact a bit..
my life is better the way it is....i realize if life was any different without hubby i wouldnt be whole i feel half a person in america..and only he completes me..no matter how many times i wonder about us..life steps in and tells me to stop being silly...and no matter how hard it gets sometimes i know i wouldnt find any man in the whole world like him ever....if he died a piece of me would die to...
i am glad i am far away as i can be from my parents lol wish i wasnt so from my gramps but thats life...
i went to see motley crue in concert and it was the best ever..they are going to be in england in june and i may go again but that is highly doubtful but never know..it was the best thou....!!! i never forget that and i want to buy the tour dvd when it comes out...
had a run in with ex-boyfriend realized a few things with him to...
that even if i was never with phil there is no way i would be with him..
he is nasty not to mention a bit pushy...what we had back when i was 13 was nice but it stopped there..i often wonder if i never ment phil if i would of married my ex but i remember seeing him at 17 and the feelings werent there,.so i highly doubt it..i dunno.
sometimes life is complcated but than again maybe I am making it that way.