sippin' on mah tea
so i am here at the computer...at 12am...after just watching desprate housewives (which i been addicting to since day 1)
and i thought i would write some of my thoughts down..so maybe i can sleep tonight...
i have finally gotten my ticket for home.....after going to 3 travel agency to get the price i wanted and the times i wanted...the last travel angency had what i wanted but i waited almost an hour for my turn.ugh! all and all i got it.. i went online picked what seat i want my ass in..
my sisters birthday was yesterday! she is now 2 years old..oh my,my. and to think i will be 23 in april... but my sister is growing up fast it feels just like yesterday i was holding her and changing her poopey diapers and soon she will be going poopey in the potty.. doesnt seem real..why cant she just be a baby forever? *sigh*
i talked to her on the phone like 3 weeks ago...its interesting trying to figurer out what she was saying..somethings i could understand others i couldn't cuz she talked so fast and put all the words all together in one breath..how does she do that? like she would say... how are you? ihopetoseesoon..
she of course hung up on me like she always does lol..i bought her a toy phone..althou a not big but its a cordless one since my parents have a cordless phone..
it sure will be interesting to see how she acts to me..she is quite the brat i hear..oh heck i am a brat to its only fair she be one to lol.
april will be here before i know...i am already stressing about it..but i am calm to..i keep trying to tell myself "it will be alright" and i try so hard to not think how painful it will be to leave both ways..
i have to tell myself this is the big reason i am purchasing a camcorder for this fact..so i can watch the tapes over and over again...that there not just still pictures...only thing i worry about is if somehow the tapes get fucked up cuz of them scanning my bag in my carry on..Grr..hopefully someone can tell me it wont mess them up..thats the only comfort i get is filming...everybody and everything that reminds me of home..i will even film some of super walmart inside..hey i saw some chick do it when i was there last time she was right at the front door with it..so i can do it to LOL..
of course i have said i want to lose another 20 pounds before i get there..at this point i am not sure..i feel on a platue again...althou the new meachine i just bought ment be helping me out with that problem....
i had dejuv today it was so werid..i dont even think it was dejuv...you know where you think it is but than your not sure it is? lol... it was well werid..but almost felt right..like confirming that things are suppose to be the way they are at this moment...word
anyhow..apart from all the mumble jumbo...i am alright..work is going fine..life knows how much i need this money and i am making as much as life allows me to make..even thou i would like a bit more..but its okay...
so at the moment things are alright..
and i thought i would write some of my thoughts down..so maybe i can sleep tonight...
i have finally gotten my ticket for home.....after going to 3 travel agency to get the price i wanted and the times i wanted...the last travel angency had what i wanted but i waited almost an hour for my turn.ugh! all and all i got it.. i went online picked what seat i want my ass in..
my sisters birthday was yesterday! she is now 2 years old..oh my,my. and to think i will be 23 in april... but my sister is growing up fast it feels just like yesterday i was holding her and changing her poopey diapers and soon she will be going poopey in the potty.. doesnt seem real..why cant she just be a baby forever? *sigh*
i talked to her on the phone like 3 weeks ago...its interesting trying to figurer out what she was saying..somethings i could understand others i couldn't cuz she talked so fast and put all the words all together in one breath..how does she do that? like she would say... how are you? ihopetoseesoon..
she of course hung up on me like she always does lol..i bought her a toy phone..althou a not big but its a cordless one since my parents have a cordless phone..
it sure will be interesting to see how she acts to me..she is quite the brat i hear..oh heck i am a brat to its only fair she be one to lol.
april will be here before i know...i am already stressing about it..but i am calm to..i keep trying to tell myself "it will be alright" and i try so hard to not think how painful it will be to leave both ways..
i have to tell myself this is the big reason i am purchasing a camcorder for this fact..so i can watch the tapes over and over again...that there not just still pictures...only thing i worry about is if somehow the tapes get fucked up cuz of them scanning my bag in my carry on..Grr..hopefully someone can tell me it wont mess them up..thats the only comfort i get is filming...everybody and everything that reminds me of home..i will even film some of super walmart inside..hey i saw some chick do it when i was there last time she was right at the front door with it..so i can do it to LOL..
of course i have said i want to lose another 20 pounds before i get there..at this point i am not sure..i feel on a platue again...althou the new meachine i just bought ment be helping me out with that problem....
i had dejuv today it was so werid..i dont even think it was dejuv...you know where you think it is but than your not sure it is? lol... it was well werid..but almost felt right..like confirming that things are suppose to be the way they are at this moment...word
anyhow..apart from all the mumble jumbo...i am alright..work is going fine..life knows how much i need this money and i am making as much as life allows me to make..even thou i would like a bit more..but its okay...
so at the moment things are alright..