Jan 07, 2005 01:52
my mom just e-mailed me and asked if i wanted to go to a motely crue concert with them when i am back home!!!!!!!! mind you over the years they have asked me if i wanted to go to some concerts and i didnt want to i was like a kid..not into it..
so i told her i would like to go! i like motely crue!! i grew up on them and listen to them sometimes! i am so there! i told hubby i am going to have to start listening to them to get me hyped up lol i like most of there songs!
can you tell i am like cited!! i reckon my parents are gonna pay for the ticket..say its like a birthday treat or something lol..its on the 23rd of april....i think its in boston..she didnt say
but not many come that way so i am SO going..well i hope if it all works out!!
kinda reminds me..about that dream i had of my uncle last year warning me in a dream not to go home last year when i thought i wanted to..wont forget he said "dont go back to the states too soon"
i dont know if getting an invite to go to a concert with my parents means anything however the last few days i have felt peace about the whole "going home" i even having werid dreams..the other day i was in a dream with my stepdad and i was like aguring with him i havent a clue what started it..all i remember saying to him is that " i am not a kid anymore he cant scare me" and actually feeling peace about it throu the whole dream.. than i had another one the next night of my mom going throu a red light..and i was in that one to but crying..? but i had peace in that dream to..
for a few weeks i was stressing about the airport and the flights..but anytime i even get the slight worry about the plane or airport my mind suddenly changes OR i get a peace in my heart as if someone is telling me "dee it will be alright,no need to worry"
even with my working the last few days have been hard but i have made little money ..now its seeming to pick up as in one go after another...i do need money for this trip..i havent gotten my tickets yet i am hoping the dollar will get better so i can take it out of my bank instead of using part of hubbys money..
all i know is anything about "home" i feel peace about.. i dont know if its for real..but the dreams.money, and even my mom in her slight change of aditude has me overwhlem.
did i mention my mom called me the other day out of the blue????
she has never once did that to me since i been in england i am talking 5 years yo!
all the times she called was when we "planned" to talk to each other..
and she actually left a message on my meachine.. i called her up when i got it
and she was calm as a button..she wasnt irratted or mad or stressed..it was the weriest convo on the phone i have had with her in like forever she wasnt even talking to my stepdad she was actually listening for a change and gernerally interested in what i had to say..even commented on about the message on the answer meachine..and than they e-mail me about the concert....
HELLO????
what in the world is going on?
it feels as if someone has a hold on the whole situation..this is too werid but defently NO mistake..
hubby said he has been seeing people in our room the last few days..he sees ghosts or orbs..there my grams.uncle's or his uncle..but there here for shure..i know i called a medium to get intouch with them 2 years ago.
so werid..i am typing this so fast so i dont leave anything out..