My boyfriend is a dork...
So, for the past couple of days Dominique has been really sick/tired from swimming. We hadn't seen each other outside of school much...and our conversationettes became "How're you?" "I'm tired" "Oh, I'm sorry" "Swimming sucks" "Yeah"..."I'm sorry, I'm just really tired"
The 'I'm tired' conversation scares me. Because 'I'm tired' in past has meant 'I don't like you anymore and can't even tell you about it, but I will stand you up at a dance and then let you dump me...' I ignored this feeling. ...and then had a dream where Dominique dumped me at school and my very matter of fact response was, *shrugs* "Yeah, boys lie." and then I walked away.
He wasn't at school today. When I got home I debated whether or not to go over. I walked there the whole time telling myself, "You're so stupid. He doesn't want to see you. He just thinks you're annoying. He's bored of you by now. Go home. Turn around right now." But at the same time, I'd seen how sick he had been and if he had gotten worse, I wanted to see him to lend support.
I got there and he was very happy to see me. He grabbed my hand and led me out to the expanse of relatively untrampled snow behind his apartment building and up onto a power box of some kind and pointed. In huge letters in the snow was trampled "LIZ I ♥ U!" I laughed out loud for awhile and then told him that there should be a comma after "Liz". ^_______^ We were standing up on the box, hugging, with a clear view of his message in front of us...it just really felt like we were in a movie being filmed from behind. It was funny.
So much for him leaving me, huh? ^_~
>^-^< *EEE!*I got all my Christmas shopping done! And hung out with Drewbie! And got a gingerbread latte at Starbuck's! And saw Cassie! I love Drew sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!
The 'I'm tired' conversation scares me. Because 'I'm tired' in past has meant 'I don't like you anymore and can't even tell you about it, but I will stand you up at a dance and then let you dump me...' I ignored this feeling. ...and then had a dream where Dominique dumped me at school and my very matter of fact response was, *shrugs* "Yeah, boys lie." and then I walked away.
He wasn't at school today. When I got home I debated whether or not to go over. I walked there the whole time telling myself, "You're so stupid. He doesn't want to see you. He just thinks you're annoying. He's bored of you by now. Go home. Turn around right now." But at the same time, I'd seen how sick he had been and if he had gotten worse, I wanted to see him to lend support.
I got there and he was very happy to see me. He grabbed my hand and led me out to the expanse of relatively untrampled snow behind his apartment building and up onto a power box of some kind and pointed. In huge letters in the snow was trampled "LIZ I ♥ U!" I laughed out loud for awhile and then told him that there should be a comma after "Liz". ^_______^ We were standing up on the box, hugging, with a clear view of his message in front of us...it just really felt like we were in a movie being filmed from behind. It was funny.
So much for him leaving me, huh? ^_~
>^-^< *EEE!*I got all my Christmas shopping done! And hung out with Drewbie! And got a gingerbread latte at Starbuck's! And saw Cassie! I love Drew sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!