Life is better...I still love Alex! His title made me happy! His existence makes me happy!
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So, my Aunt Wendy is the kindest, coolest, wisest person ever. I love how I can talk with her about anything and everything without fear of judgement and with the knowledge that she'll always have amazing insight and actually constructive responses. I feel so much better. I love her so much. I cried some more. ^^;;
"Your focus was completely on God. It was on his love and acceptance of you and that reflected on everyone else. When Luke killed himself, your focus changed. It reflected abandonment and hurt. You're letting that reflect on all the aspects of your life. But if you really focus on Luke, you are focusing on God because that's exactly where he is."
I admitted to my frequent want to just kill myself and be like, "God! I'm so broken. I just wanna go home. Please fix me." She admitted that she feels like that a lot of the time too and so do a lot of strong Christians she knows. Whenever I talk to my parents about stuff like that, they make me feel like I'm abnormal. A failure. They make me feel like I'm wrong, alone, and misunderstood.
"Don't you love how we can be searching all over to find the Lord, but He's always the one who finds us?"
"Heh. I just got the greatest mental image of me being like, 'God?' and him tapping me on the shoulder and saying, 'Boo!'"
"Let's pray for that then!"
"For God to boo me?"
"Yes, but only because it's fun to say!"
"The phone NEVER rings this much!"
"We know what that is!"
*high five*
- anime:
I don't watch as much anime as I would like to or should, but I certainly enjoy good anime. I also like the Adam/Todd connotation that comes with anime. - chicago:
Is a really excellent musical. It's also a fun place to go! - craziness:
Defines me. - eljaye:
Is addictive - green unitards:
I got to wear one on stage and dance around. I also got to wear long green gloves and a turtle shell while singing Dr. Seuss lyrics with some of my best friends. Need I say more? I think so.
Xandi says my ass looks cute in a unitard and they are sexalicious! Just like my cheating ex STD ridden boyfriend on that sit com/soap opera... - macaroni and cheese:
Is soooooo yummy! The best kind of macaroni and cheese comes at 1:30am with Alex and Drew and a big universal mug! - piano:
I like to play piano. Although I'm musically inclined and learn quickly, I don't practice nearly enough, have only been playing for two years, and royally suck. ^^;; - sarcasm:
Is a marvelous form of entertainment! I always hate it when at Christian talks they're like, "Does sarcasm help anyone? No. It really hurts and can bring people down...blahblahblah" I think that's bs. I love sarcasm. It reminds me of the ever awesome Sarah Champion. - the "liz bun":
It's an Adam approved hair style! That....I wear pretty much every day. And when I get my "black girl attitude" on, it bounces around humourously, as observed by Laura. - trying to draw:
I do this...every six months? Yeah. Something like that. I do that and I get really inspired and into it...and generally the stuff I come up with isn't THAT bad. Unfortunately I can't prove that point, since all but one drawing (which was just a little sketch that I happened to not throw away and ended up colouring in months later) have been given away.
I have a happy little dancing faerie in a purple dress. I was so happy when I drew her and it's so obviously reflected in the drawing. I drew it on the day I started going out with Neil.
I have given away: The Sun Faerie of WhOA, a random landscape scene with Bible verse, a graphic Valentine with a little girl who's ripped out her heart, the elaborate birthday card I did for Adam last year, and the really, really cool picture I drew for Cassie.
Enter your LJ user name, and 10 interests will be selected from your interest list.
So, my Aunt Wendy is the kindest, coolest, wisest person ever. I love how I can talk with her about anything and everything without fear of judgement and with the knowledge that she'll always have amazing insight and actually constructive responses. I feel so much better. I love her so much. I cried some more. ^^;;
"Your focus was completely on God. It was on his love and acceptance of you and that reflected on everyone else. When Luke killed himself, your focus changed. It reflected abandonment and hurt. You're letting that reflect on all the aspects of your life. But if you really focus on Luke, you are focusing on God because that's exactly where he is."
I admitted to my frequent want to just kill myself and be like, "God! I'm so broken. I just wanna go home. Please fix me." She admitted that she feels like that a lot of the time too and so do a lot of strong Christians she knows. Whenever I talk to my parents about stuff like that, they make me feel like I'm abnormal. A failure. They make me feel like I'm wrong, alone, and misunderstood.
"Don't you love how we can be searching all over to find the Lord, but He's always the one who finds us?"
"Heh. I just got the greatest mental image of me being like, 'God?' and him tapping me on the shoulder and saying, 'Boo!'"
"Let's pray for that then!"
"For God to boo me?"
"Yes, but only because it's fun to say!"
"The phone NEVER rings this much!"
"We know what that is!"
*high five*