Oh!
I forgot to mention in that last entry that I'm in the CHS yearbook. I find that amazingly amusing. There's a picture of Adam and me from Winter Carnival.
Drew's been talking about his 18th birthday and what he wants, etc. I kind of started thinking about my birthday and what I want. I want a sleepover. I want a sleepover with Alex Kulick, Xandi, Kelsey, George, Adam, and Drew. I don't give a fuck what my parents say. And by that I mean, it'll never happen. ;_; But what I want for my 16th birthday is just what I want all the time: time with people I love. I mean, between now and my birthday people may be added to my mental list...or even taken off, sad as that may be, but the fact is I can't think that I'd want anything else. Heh. And I want to spend my birthday at Kelsey's, because we did that last year and it was effing amazing.
Eh, my day started out pretty badly, but I'm determined to make it better.
It makes me sad that the better and better you get to know me, the more and more boring I become. A lot of things make me sad. It's the last week of summer. I've become so naturally unhappy lately. Like, it's my preset. I feel boring and useless. It amazes me that people love me so much, that Drew says things like, "Every day with Liz is an amazing day" when I'm being boring as hell. I'm concerned about me. When did this start? Who am I? When will it go away? *dies*
Drew's been talking about his 18th birthday and what he wants, etc. I kind of started thinking about my birthday and what I want. I want a sleepover. I want a sleepover with Alex Kulick, Xandi, Kelsey, George, Adam, and Drew. I don't give a fuck what my parents say. And by that I mean, it'll never happen. ;_; But what I want for my 16th birthday is just what I want all the time: time with people I love. I mean, between now and my birthday people may be added to my mental list...or even taken off, sad as that may be, but the fact is I can't think that I'd want anything else. Heh. And I want to spend my birthday at Kelsey's, because we did that last year and it was effing amazing.
Eh, my day started out pretty badly, but I'm determined to make it better.
It makes me sad that the better and better you get to know me, the more and more boring I become. A lot of things make me sad. It's the last week of summer. I've become so naturally unhappy lately. Like, it's my preset. I feel boring and useless. It amazes me that people love me so much, that Drew says things like, "Every day with Liz is an amazing day" when I'm being boring as hell. I'm concerned about me. When did this start? Who am I? When will it go away? *dies*