i hate the month of SEPTEMBER!!!

[brattgurl]

Too much in my life has happened in september... my grandfathers birhtday was September 9, but hes not here with us anymore he passed away a few years ago becuz of cancer. Then there is my uncles birthday/ my grandmothers one year anvi. She passes away September 18 witch is one my uncles birthday. i have a doctors appointment the 20th that i am wicked scared to go too. i dont want anymore bad info. School has started so im now seeing all the people that were my friends that i have lost over the years but i still have courtney ashley and jenn for now at least. i quit soccer this year becuz the coach is a bitcha nd i cant stand it but im looking into an indoor soccer leage that she oesnt coach.Donna came bak to skool this week witch happened to be the day of my grandfathers birthday and everytime i go by the wall idea that it all happened in i get so scared that shes gonna do it agian, and i have flashbaks about it. And BP is has the sum of the stupidist teacher in the fucking world i sware to god, the first day when i got into my physics class Mr. hairyman saked if Donna was there i got so pissed i almost walked outta class and beat the shit outta Mr. cohen. i talked to him instead during lunch and he fixed but then after that i found shes in my lunch so yah i was pissed. and also i dont if i ever did this efore to any of my friends but lately when im walking thro the halls with any of them its seems like when they see there boyfriend they just kinda walk away and its like the hell with u shorty and that kills me. i really dont think i eva did that but if i did im sorry!!!

yah so i guess thats about it

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