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I feel like I'm completely out of touch with my world right now and I'm drowning. Nothing I do is right, good enough or makes someone happy. I'm usually pretty cluey about other people's emotional weathervanes, but right now I'm lost and noone seems to want to give me a clue. If I'm being a bad friend, bad lover or bad employee surely the thing to do would be to tell me, not just give me the silent treatment or decide to completely scrub me from your life without me even knowing there is a problem?