Grrrrrr!!!!!
Okay, I am overtired to the point of being overemotional and I know this, logically. I still feel the need to vent however.
I'm sick. I feel like freaking hell and I slept like shit last night because of it. I was up at 6 a.m. this morning and that never happens. I covet sleep. But, I couldn't breathe, so I was up. I called Jill, a friend and the asst. manager at the 2nd job that I could give two shits about and told her that I was sick and wasn't gonna be going in tonight. She told me I had to call people to cover for me. I told her a) I don't have the numbers and b) it's before 7 in the morning, who the fuck is going to be up? Uh, no one. Basically, she implied I have to go in. So I caved. So now I'm working all day today and then tonight until 10. I'm freaking spent and feel like fucking hell but because of my second goddamn job that was only supposed to last until I was done -- and I'm done now! -- I have to work.
I gave them my notice last month for Nov. 16th and last night the manager was begging me to work until the end of November. She wouldn't let it freaking go and so finally I said "I'll think about it." I'm so pissed at myself for doing that. Meanwhile, she put me on the schedule for three nights in a row next week. Fuck them all. I hate them.
I'm sick. I feel like freaking hell and I slept like shit last night because of it. I was up at 6 a.m. this morning and that never happens. I covet sleep. But, I couldn't breathe, so I was up. I called Jill, a friend and the asst. manager at the 2nd job that I could give two shits about and told her that I was sick and wasn't gonna be going in tonight. She told me I had to call people to cover for me. I told her a) I don't have the numbers and b) it's before 7 in the morning, who the fuck is going to be up? Uh, no one. Basically, she implied I have to go in. So I caved. So now I'm working all day today and then tonight until 10. I'm freaking spent and feel like fucking hell but because of my second goddamn job that was only supposed to last until I was done -- and I'm done now! -- I have to work.
I gave them my notice last month for Nov. 16th and last night the manager was begging me to work until the end of November. She wouldn't let it freaking go and so finally I said "I'll think about it." I'm so pissed at myself for doing that. Meanwhile, she put me on the schedule for three nights in a row next week. Fuck them all. I hate them.