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There is so much to say and no way to express it. In many ways I feel like I've grown this summer and then something happens to make me feel like I've taken two steps back. There are clouds of uncertainty and when I reach feeing calm, a storm of emotion soon follows. I question. I don't get answers. I think I'm starting to plateau (can you even use this word in context?). Work is sucking my soul. I stare at excel for hours on end. My eyes, back, and soul hurt. The hurt has started to go away slowly in other departments. I can move on. I am moving on. Yet, I hold on. There is also uncertainty when it comes to my career. What the fuck is going on? I want assurance. I want a damn massage!
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Off to get drinks!
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Off to get drinks!