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[brassfish]

 Im hungry, but i cant keep anything down.
Im tired, but the nightmares wont allow me to sleep.

i was terrified to lose him.
i think i still am.
this might be a permant seperation....or it might not be.
i pray for the latter

i wrote him a letter
god knows what he will think of it.
i want him to take me back.
but i know i cant force him too.

i dont like having to go through this again.