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[brassfish]

i think im slowly getting over it.
and over him.

its been nothing but fights for the past three months
and that doesnt really help with everything else thats going on in my life lately.

im continously shivering.
not because of the cold outside
but from deep within myself.

i hate it.
i hate this.

what's left
and what i've become

how in many ways i've changed 
and how in so many others, barely at all.

christmas couldnt come sooner i think.

i need to leave
run away
and break off some ties with certian people
so i can figure myself out.
and just.....
breathe