Jun 01, 2004 13:45
So...what's gone on in my life?
Chas dumped me. Wants me pretty much out of his life. Total warm fuzzy when you go from being the thing he needs most in his life to what he wants least in less than a week. Yup, definate perpetual state of tears.
I hate the kennel. I *need* my EMT card to come in the mail sooner than later. I *need* to start in July instead of August. Otherwise I'm going to go insane.
Thank goodness I have friends. Betty is helping me stay sane at work. Darrell held my hand and helped me with something I'm really pleased about. Kyle has just been wonderful Kyle. What can I say? He's great.
I miss the Rochester folks...a lot. I...just wonder how many will want to see me since Chas dumped me. The wedding (if I still go will be interesting).
Gilis wants to hang out with me. I'm not sure I'm ready to see him again. Can we say rebound? Let's see...guy who has always wanted to date me, and is now coming out of the woodwork and telling Kyle and the like that he really wants to see me. I like Gilis...as a friend. He's fun. But he's not who I'd date. But then again I've always had awful taste in men.
And last but not least...remedy anti-depressants suck. Don't work worth a damn and cost ten dollars for something that is less than half a dram. Thank goodness it wasn't my money.
Love me more
Couldn't ever love me more
I couldn't love you more
I couldn't love
You want me to lie not break your heart
I want you to fly not stop and start
We want us like everything else
Maybe we didn't understand
Not just a boy and a girl
It's just the end of the
End of the world