Feb 02, 2006 21:02
"push-pull"
i actually yelled at josh, and it was like one of those- simply raising your voice kind of things- i really yelled. i somehow, don't think my point got through, but i know he thinks i might hurt him. and that would be hard. not only is he one of my best friends, but he has also gotten a lot of muscle lately, and it would hurt me too.
but if i have to kick his butt to get it in gear, let alone in the right direction, i will, and i mean seriously too.. almost no holding back, and i think that might hurt.
oo-oo. i am also trying my "push-pull" theory. by doing this i hope, pushing a 'good mood' on to others, will pull a 'good mood' out for me. well, i hope. wish me luck-