Gimme strenght to carry on

[brasofia]

At the moment my life is dull. I have my little messy room in a cold and messy house, and I should be studying. All I can think about, however, is just taking a train to Bracknell to hang with Chris and watch Sky+. His house is heated. I'm trying to lose weight by having a healthy relationship with my pancreas and abandoning bad carbs, but I don't know whether anything will ever work on me. Basketball practise and games stress me out and make me feel self-concsious and disgusted. This will continue until March, and at least then my life will have meaning again, I can start my hardcore lonely 9-5 studying again. I much prefer it to running around all day, studying a little here and there. It works better for me and leaves me more satisfied and happy. If I can complete all my five exams in May, with moderate success, knowing I was able to answer all the questions I will have an incredible summer and a year in Spain ahead of me. I'm trying to concentrate on those things during these boring, gray, diet-rich spring days of mine. Blergh.























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