Grrr....
My stepdad is here. If only there where no consequences for murder...I cannot believe he is just right out there.
I further cannot believe my mother is so avid in her hate to be alone that she's willing to sacrifice her sanity and peace just to have a husband. I know that it is very hard to be alone and I, for one, do not want to be alone for the rest of my life. But I also know that I would never sacrifice my peace of mind in the name of not being alone. I'd rather be alone than be going crazy and still being lonely. Not to mention losing the rest of my family. My brothers never come to visit anymore because she's with him. I haven't seen my nephew in almost a year.
I'm probably vastly overreacting but I can't stand it anymore. I'm trying so hard to be supportive, but it's so hard to be supportive of something you don't believe in. Not to mention the fact that he hates me just for being her daughter. I know he is because for the brief period my mother hated him she told me that he admitted to her that he was jealous of me taking time from him to be with her. WTF?! I'm her daughter!
::sigh:: Whatever!
I further cannot believe my mother is so avid in her hate to be alone that she's willing to sacrifice her sanity and peace just to have a husband. I know that it is very hard to be alone and I, for one, do not want to be alone for the rest of my life. But I also know that I would never sacrifice my peace of mind in the name of not being alone. I'd rather be alone than be going crazy and still being lonely. Not to mention losing the rest of my family. My brothers never come to visit anymore because she's with him. I haven't seen my nephew in almost a year.
I'm probably vastly overreacting but I can't stand it anymore. I'm trying so hard to be supportive, but it's so hard to be supportive of something you don't believe in. Not to mention the fact that he hates me just for being her daughter. I know he is because for the brief period my mother hated him she told me that he admitted to her that he was jealous of me taking time from him to be with her. WTF?! I'm her daughter!
::sigh:: Whatever!