Another day...
"Only 82 more days till Thanksgiving... 105 more days till Christmas..."
Holy shit. ::sigh::
I don't like this, me being last to leave. Seriously. This sucks ass. It seems like everyone is moving on with their lives, and I'm stuck here. Just waiting. And every time I drive down the road and think that everyones gone (or almost as of today), it breaks my heart. Even if we didn't see each other every day, there was the comfort that we knew everyone was close by. We've never all been this spread out at once. It's so... strange.
I just want to go to school, but then again, I don't want to leave people behind. I hate that. I feel like I'm shoving them out of my life momentarily. Like Jon, and my mom, and Michelle. Oh man, Michelle... I can't imagine what you're going through hun. It must hurt to have to sit back and watch all of this take place. But I'm not goign too far. Me and Alicia will be back every weekend. And I'll only work till 3 each day. So I will come visit! And when I slack, you best get on my ass about it! Kay?
Ugh. I need to do some shopping today. I need to be done with this all.
Done.
I need to order my books too. Wth? I dunno if I should wait and check them out up at the campus, and chance not getting the good books, and order them online and chance not knowing what the hell you're getting or if your'e getting the right ones.
This sucks ass people. Sucks.
And PS. I had to basically re-do my computer, and now i have no internet service. Awesome!
Holy shit. ::sigh::
I don't like this, me being last to leave. Seriously. This sucks ass. It seems like everyone is moving on with their lives, and I'm stuck here. Just waiting. And every time I drive down the road and think that everyones gone (or almost as of today), it breaks my heart. Even if we didn't see each other every day, there was the comfort that we knew everyone was close by. We've never all been this spread out at once. It's so... strange.
I just want to go to school, but then again, I don't want to leave people behind. I hate that. I feel like I'm shoving them out of my life momentarily. Like Jon, and my mom, and Michelle. Oh man, Michelle... I can't imagine what you're going through hun. It must hurt to have to sit back and watch all of this take place. But I'm not goign too far. Me and Alicia will be back every weekend. And I'll only work till 3 each day. So I will come visit! And when I slack, you best get on my ass about it! Kay?
Ugh. I need to do some shopping today. I need to be done with this all.
Done.
I need to order my books too. Wth? I dunno if I should wait and check them out up at the campus, and chance not getting the good books, and order them online and chance not knowing what the hell you're getting or if your'e getting the right ones.
This sucks ass people. Sucks.
And PS. I had to basically re-do my computer, and now i have no internet service. Awesome!