hibernating
It is almost 3:30 and I have still not even been outside. My head is killing me and I cannot breathe and I it will be a while before I can see an ENT specialist. Andrew and I had a long discussion last night about the things that annoy us about the other person. Andrew had a lot longer list about why I annoy him and I felt bad. It started because he was pouting and wouldn't talk to me. I kept bothering him to tell me what was wrong and he rolled off one thing after another of the things I do that make him mad.
I am tired and don't want to face the world today. I want to sleep.
I miss my dad and my grandpa. My grandpa had a heart attack about a week ago and no one even told me. He prctically raised us kids when we were little because our parents were never around.
I am lonely today.
My mom made me feel like crap this morning because Andrew and I stopped at the farm and saw my step-dad last night and he asked for a hug and I didn't want to be mean so I did. He told my mom and she was being a total bitch about it. I don't know what everyone expects of me. I try to please everyone but that seems to be impossible.
I am tired and don't want to face the world today. I want to sleep.
I miss my dad and my grandpa. My grandpa had a heart attack about a week ago and no one even told me. He prctically raised us kids when we were little because our parents were never around.
I am lonely today.
My mom made me feel like crap this morning because Andrew and I stopped at the farm and saw my step-dad last night and he asked for a hug and I didn't want to be mean so I did. He told my mom and she was being a total bitch about it. I don't know what everyone expects of me. I try to please everyone but that seems to be impossible.