Lack of sleep.
I had a headache yesterday after I got home, so I laid down. I woke up with a pretty yucky headache and it seemed to stick around for the next 12 hours. I even took a hot shower to get rid of it, and no luck. Then I plopped down and napped the night away and didn't wake up until something like 3:30 AM. Now I can't get back to sleep, so I'm here writing the morning away and being sort of lonely and bored.
If I could change one thing about my life, it'd definitely be my sleeping habits. I don't mind being up late at night when my girlfriend is here to talk to me, but when it's lonely like this, I wish for that boring "normalcy" that so many people take for granted. To be able to go to bed at midnight and wake up at 7 or 8 daily would be a cool change in my life, but I don't think it's ever going to happen.
It's not depressing so much as frustrating. I'm not a depressed or depressive person, so I don't let it get me down. I just push through with it and deal with it, but man.. I'd love to be able to lay down with clearless and just doze off normally for a change. I feel like every minute I'm awake right now is just messing my sleeping schedule up further and making me spend less time with her. It sucks. ;o;
If I could change one thing about my life, it'd definitely be my sleeping habits. I don't mind being up late at night when my girlfriend is here to talk to me, but when it's lonely like this, I wish for that boring "normalcy" that so many people take for granted. To be able to go to bed at midnight and wake up at 7 or 8 daily would be a cool change in my life, but I don't think it's ever going to happen.
It's not depressing so much as frustrating. I'm not a depressed or depressive person, so I don't let it get me down. I just push through with it and deal with it, but man.. I'd love to be able to lay down with clearless and just doze off normally for a change. I feel like every minute I'm awake right now is just messing my sleeping schedule up further and making me spend less time with her. It sucks. ;o;