this week sucked but i will live
Well this week a seemed to have a MINOR ( grr ) devistation in my life.
The guy that was perfect for me, the one guy that i prayed for ( or so i thought ) and came to me, decided to leave me. WE both were sooo in love with eachother and all the sudden he tells me that there is something wrong with our relationship, and that he didn't feel the way he thought he did about me. Yah he basically explained or tryed to explain ( because it made no fucking sense at all ) to me that he didn't love me anymore, and that he was getting bored with me and that he wanted something new. OMFG..... yah that is just peachy huh... so if you know me, and all the shit ive been thru, you could understand how hurt and distraught i was... and still kinda am... but like i said I WILL LIVE. i have been thru a bunch of bullshit and this just adds to the list. i dont know... i mean i dont have regrets about our relationship ( except that he was kinda a bad influence ) because it was almost perfect to me. The way it all happened was perfect... but i wont get carried away with all that lol. that is the past. i am in the present.
do you hear that ??? it ISN'T brandi and greg anymore... it is BRANDI again people, not that i ever changed, I was just tied down i guess.. i almost lost all of my friends cuz i always wanted to be with greg.
Hmm. on that thought.. maybe this is all gonna help me. get through school without distractions ( as my mommy says ) and keeping all my friends that will ALWAYS be there for meeh... :) and jessica ( utley )- that means we are BOTH single on spring break !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hell fucking yeah!!!!!!! and that cruise this summer to the carribean is gonna be prolly gonna be one of the best times we will EVER have. just imagine~ us two on a humungous cruise ship with like at least 2,000 guys .................. mooohahahhahhahahha. and the clubs....and the nude beaches.... it is gonna be to DIE for... and so are the guys... man oh man.
see that is something i can look forward to ....
i think i was so devistated from this losing the boyfriend thing because it was like someone dying that i loved... they left me for no reason... and I will never have them again. it sux balls.
BUHG is coming down sometime near spring break.. that should be fun.... hahahahha jk hahahah maybe not hahahah.
you kno what i need??? ssssssssssseeeeeeeexxxxxxxxxxxuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllll hhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaalllllllllliiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggg BAAAAAAAAAABBBBBBBBBBBBBBYYYYYYYYY!!!!!hahaha jessica hahah. ne way
but yah right now i am just tryin to get to school, and i am gonna start going to the gym every nite so i can get all cute for spring break .. heheh .... even if greg is there.. ow well i was going to that gym before he even moved here.. .nigga!!! jk lol
no hard feelings... ( on anyone but mee... right that is how it always is ) but yah i am bout to go my fellow negroes... haha
love yall lots ~ brandi
The guy that was perfect for me, the one guy that i prayed for ( or so i thought ) and came to me, decided to leave me. WE both were sooo in love with eachother and all the sudden he tells me that there is something wrong with our relationship, and that he didn't feel the way he thought he did about me. Yah he basically explained or tryed to explain ( because it made no fucking sense at all ) to me that he didn't love me anymore, and that he was getting bored with me and that he wanted something new. OMFG..... yah that is just peachy huh... so if you know me, and all the shit ive been thru, you could understand how hurt and distraught i was... and still kinda am... but like i said I WILL LIVE. i have been thru a bunch of bullshit and this just adds to the list. i dont know... i mean i dont have regrets about our relationship ( except that he was kinda a bad influence ) because it was almost perfect to me. The way it all happened was perfect... but i wont get carried away with all that lol. that is the past. i am in the present.
do you hear that ??? it ISN'T brandi and greg anymore... it is BRANDI again people, not that i ever changed, I was just tied down i guess.. i almost lost all of my friends cuz i always wanted to be with greg.
Hmm. on that thought.. maybe this is all gonna help me. get through school without distractions ( as my mommy says ) and keeping all my friends that will ALWAYS be there for meeh... :) and jessica ( utley )- that means we are BOTH single on spring break !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hell fucking yeah!!!!!!! and that cruise this summer to the carribean is gonna be prolly gonna be one of the best times we will EVER have. just imagine~ us two on a humungous cruise ship with like at least 2,000 guys .................. mooohahahhahhahahha. and the clubs....and the nude beaches.... it is gonna be to DIE for... and so are the guys... man oh man.
see that is something i can look forward to ....
i think i was so devistated from this losing the boyfriend thing because it was like someone dying that i loved... they left me for no reason... and I will never have them again. it sux balls.
BUHG is coming down sometime near spring break.. that should be fun.... hahahahha jk hahahah maybe not hahahah.
you kno what i need??? ssssssssssseeeeeeeexxxxxxxxxxxuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllll hhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaalllllllllliiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggg BAAAAAAAAAABBBBBBBBBBBBBBYYYYYYYYY!!!!!hahaha jessica hahah. ne way
but yah right now i am just tryin to get to school, and i am gonna start going to the gym every nite so i can get all cute for spring break .. heheh .... even if greg is there.. ow well i was going to that gym before he even moved here.. .nigga!!! jk lol
no hard feelings... ( on anyone but mee... right that is how it always is ) but yah i am bout to go my fellow negroes... haha
love yall lots ~ brandi