January 30 -- Fourteen Days
Dear Diary,
I have two weeks.
I don't know exactly what will happen in two weeks.
I do know this.
I do know that on Wednesday, while I was trying to sleep, Radok and the Apophan attacked my office. They hurt a lot of people who had nothing to do with anything and then set fire to the place. It's a complete loss. Thank the Light Mr. C. took out a good insurance policy. I was able to send everyone bonuses to cover their distresses, but I'm staying away from the office for now. For the foreseeable future. The Apophan is specifically looking for me...there's no doubt about that now. It's better for everyone if I stay away. If I'm nowhere near them. If I
I thought about turning myself in.
What's become of me that the idea even crossed my mind? I thought of going, by myself, and telling them that they could have me if they'd just leave everyone else alone. And maybe that would be for the best. I still don't know one way or the other...if it's better for it to just be me, thrown to the wolves, or if I should keep myself safe.
I'm not worth very much, you know. I've always known this. Really, the only thing that's stopped me now is Oliver...well. Oliver and Dad. I won't let them down by throwing my life away. But if it's between their lives and mine...
I don't even know anymore. Oliver would die if I left him. Even to save him. And if he left me
Last night, I was trying to find Marius. Oliver and I had made plans to leave Stormwind and travel to Dalaran to try and take the focus away from Stormwind for a bit so that the people in Idle Hands and others I know could recover some. When I was there, Radok appeared in a vision and told me that I had two weeks or else Dad and Riley would be attacked. And then I heard the Apophan's voice in my head telling me that I could save them by coming to him, wherever he was.
I thought about it.
I'm still thinking about it.
He sent fruitbaskets. All over the place. One to Oliver, and we found out later, to Stehl and Riley and just everyone.
I don't know what to do.
I've never been this afraid in my life.
I've been throwing up almost constantly. I can't keep anything down.
I have two weeks.
-S.
I have two weeks.
I don't know exactly what will happen in two weeks.
I do know this.
I do know that on Wednesday, while I was trying to sleep, Radok and the Apophan attacked my office. They hurt a lot of people who had nothing to do with anything and then set fire to the place. It's a complete loss. Thank the Light Mr. C. took out a good insurance policy. I was able to send everyone bonuses to cover their distresses, but I'm staying away from the office for now. For the foreseeable future. The Apophan is specifically looking for me...there's no doubt about that now. It's better for everyone if I stay away. If I'm nowhere near them. If I
I thought about turning myself in.
What's become of me that the idea even crossed my mind? I thought of going, by myself, and telling them that they could have me if they'd just leave everyone else alone. And maybe that would be for the best. I still don't know one way or the other...if it's better for it to just be me, thrown to the wolves, or if I should keep myself safe.
I'm not worth very much, you know. I've always known this. Really, the only thing that's stopped me now is Oliver...well. Oliver and Dad. I won't let them down by throwing my life away. But if it's between their lives and mine...
I don't even know anymore. Oliver would die if I left him. Even to save him. And if he left me
Last night, I was trying to find Marius. Oliver and I had made plans to leave Stormwind and travel to Dalaran to try and take the focus away from Stormwind for a bit so that the people in Idle Hands and others I know could recover some. When I was there, Radok appeared in a vision and told me that I had two weeks or else Dad and Riley would be attacked. And then I heard the Apophan's voice in my head telling me that I could save them by coming to him, wherever he was.
I thought about it.
I'm still thinking about it.
He sent fruitbaskets. All over the place. One to Oliver, and we found out later, to Stehl and Riley and just everyone.
I don't know what to do.
I've never been this afraid in my life.
I've been throwing up almost constantly. I can't keep anything down.
I have two weeks.
-S.