So I forgot I had even kept this journal until someone emailed me a 'hello' on it today. While I haven't posted since last August, the level of frustration and pain that I was painting in my private posts really floored me, reminding me yet again, why I am now sitting here where I am.

but since i can't, i will have to live vicariously through the wonderful finale ofthe show SYTYCD tonight!!!!! goddamn, i can't wait. i thought i wanted lacey to win, but i'm kinda sick of all her dumb facial expressions dancing. And really, between the 4 of them, i have no idea how you choose one ( Read more... )

Funny what provokes you to write a post after weeks off ( Read more... )

I got the 2nd year internship I wanted in my masters program!!!

35 people applied and only 4 spots.

I"m psyched. Plus it is close enough to bike to work :)

Ok...maybe not the "best"...but possibly the most entertaining ( Read more... )

We were watching "The Devil Wears Prada" last night and there is this whole thing about Anne Hathaway being a size 6 (and how it's so fat for the fashion industry). He turns to me with these sincere, questioning eyes and says 'are you a size 6?" I kinda laughed and said 'baby, that's really sweet'...he was like 'what, i'm serious!'...i informed ( Read more... )

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It took everything in my power, but somehow I got up this morning early enough to go for a bike ride before work...sure, it wasn't the most intense workout, but at least i am moving again...I feel good. Riding a bike wasn't so easy considering the ass-beating I got on Saturday night, but i persevered. (so worth it though - we hadn't played since ( Read more... )

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Is there some school that they go to to learn how to rock out to music while twirling and flipping those big cardboard signs? It doesn't matter if it's a teenage boy, older homeless-looking white woman, or middle aged fat dude, they always seem to be full of this boundless, behind-the-back, twirling, sign-flipping energy ( Read more... )