Suicide
Suicide it has always been one of thos oh im not gonna do that only stupid people commit suicide oh how my thoughts and feelings have changed:
Shimmering scarlet
Metal shines
I'm going to take what is mine
Feel the metal's sharp tip
As I tighten my grip
Running the edge up my hip
Shivering at the feel of the blood that drips
Stopping this one last time
Before I take what's mine
A message I leave to say good-bye
I have to say one last thing before I die
Written in scarlet is my plea
I beg you to take heed
Please don't be like me
I'm sorry I didn't strive to live
I'm sorry I didn't give all I had to give
I'm sorry I can't tell you why
I wanted so much to die
I just couldn't take it
I couldn't win
I let the darkness pull me in
I couldn't fight it I'm sorry
Tell mommy that I tried so hard
Not to break her heart
Tell brother and daddy too
I'm sorry that I failed you
To all the others listening here
Don't take this path of blood and tears
Just don't listen to those that put you down
If I'd ignored them I wouldn't be in this position now
Written in scarlet is my plea
I beg you to take heed
You don't want to be here
One your knees watching yourself bleed
There is no hope for me
I will lay here and die
But maybe I can help you if I try
Live on and be happy where I could not
I'm sorry I didn't strive to live
I didn't give all I could give
Please be stronger than me
Written in scarlet this is my plea
If you don't live for yourself then please live for me
i often think about being dead not so much as me killing my self but if sombody else would come kill me you know just shoot me. i sometimes wish that would happen i wonder how many people would care.....not many.... i dont think i would be missed not by many people i might get a fleetng thought but that is about it. well lets stop feeling sorry for myself and move on with life......
Shimmering scarlet
Metal shines
I'm going to take what is mine
Feel the metal's sharp tip
As I tighten my grip
Running the edge up my hip
Shivering at the feel of the blood that drips
Stopping this one last time
Before I take what's mine
A message I leave to say good-bye
I have to say one last thing before I die
Written in scarlet is my plea
I beg you to take heed
Please don't be like me
I'm sorry I didn't strive to live
I'm sorry I didn't give all I had to give
I'm sorry I can't tell you why
I wanted so much to die
I just couldn't take it
I couldn't win
I let the darkness pull me in
I couldn't fight it I'm sorry
Tell mommy that I tried so hard
Not to break her heart
Tell brother and daddy too
I'm sorry that I failed you
To all the others listening here
Don't take this path of blood and tears
Just don't listen to those that put you down
If I'd ignored them I wouldn't be in this position now
Written in scarlet is my plea
I beg you to take heed
You don't want to be here
One your knees watching yourself bleed
There is no hope for me
I will lay here and die
But maybe I can help you if I try
Live on and be happy where I could not
I'm sorry I didn't strive to live
I didn't give all I could give
Please be stronger than me
Written in scarlet this is my plea
If you don't live for yourself then please live for me
i often think about being dead not so much as me killing my self but if sombody else would come kill me you know just shoot me. i sometimes wish that would happen i wonder how many people would care.....not many.... i dont think i would be missed not by many people i might get a fleetng thought but that is about it. well lets stop feeling sorry for myself and move on with life......