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went to the movies this weekend to see hellboy it was alright got to go with my best friend monica. her brother came along he was hot i woulnd mind fucking him anyway we had a great time and lets see right now im working on a couple poems here is one
I know you love me
i see it in your eyes
Why are you so hell bent on makeing me cry
i know you love me
i can hear it when you call my name
but still you continue to cause me pain
hmmmm.... that is all i have right any suggestions would be nice
Losing my mind
hearing the screams
ignoring my destiny
sitting alone
Staring into the night
wondering why im still alive
hmmmmm i really dont like that one well lets see
i have been sorta depressed latly i have just been thinking about alot of things im so worried about loosing the people i care for and i dont know where the feelings come from but they are there. i have come to feel better in the last couple of weeks tho. i dont know i would have gotten through it all with out you. im scared that i will chase you away with how i act. and that your just gonna get pissed at me and never talk to me again and i get so mad because im like this and i try to change how i act i try not to be a bitch, but it always fall through i dont think i can ever change so i cling to what i have im scared im going to lose it all. and i thank all of you for being there and putting up with me. you dont know how much it means to me. if i were you i would have stopped talking to me a long time ago. and i thank all of you for being there and i try so hard to be there for you too i feel as if i should be everybodys rock that they can lean on. and i just want everybody to know that i am here and i will listen to you. ill try to understand i may not always but ill try. And i know at times i seem heartless and uncareing but that is just because i dont know what to say. i love you all and im happy you have choosen to stay and put up with me and the only thing i can do is try to make it easier on you ill do the best i can and i try to keep every one happy. sitting here typing this now i know that i would never be able to come right out and say it i have always come off with a "bad ass" act ot i have tried. but i want you to know i do care and i have a heart i can love i can feel and ill never stop loveing you.
I know you love me
i see it in your eyes
Why are you so hell bent on makeing me cry
i know you love me
i can hear it when you call my name
but still you continue to cause me pain
hmmmm.... that is all i have right any suggestions would be nice
Losing my mind
hearing the screams
ignoring my destiny
sitting alone
Staring into the night
wondering why im still alive
hmmmmm i really dont like that one well lets see
i have been sorta depressed latly i have just been thinking about alot of things im so worried about loosing the people i care for and i dont know where the feelings come from but they are there. i have come to feel better in the last couple of weeks tho. i dont know i would have gotten through it all with out you. im scared that i will chase you away with how i act. and that your just gonna get pissed at me and never talk to me again and i get so mad because im like this and i try to change how i act i try not to be a bitch, but it always fall through i dont think i can ever change so i cling to what i have im scared im going to lose it all. and i thank all of you for being there and putting up with me. you dont know how much it means to me. if i were you i would have stopped talking to me a long time ago. and i thank all of you for being there and i try so hard to be there for you too i feel as if i should be everybodys rock that they can lean on. and i just want everybody to know that i am here and i will listen to you. ill try to understand i may not always but ill try. And i know at times i seem heartless and uncareing but that is just because i dont know what to say. i love you all and im happy you have choosen to stay and put up with me and the only thing i can do is try to make it easier on you ill do the best i can and i try to keep every one happy. sitting here typing this now i know that i would never be able to come right out and say it i have always come off with a "bad ass" act ot i have tried. but i want you to know i do care and i have a heart i can love i can feel and ill never stop loveing you.