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Brandy : But yeah... You'll get to meet matt when you come down here!
Brandy : lol hes awesome.... makes me sad that he has a g/f though
My momo: cool
My momo: he does?
My momo: I thought he liked you?
Brandy : We like eachother... she lives outa state
Brandy : they met online
Brandy : its kinda a wreid thing
My momo: oh
Brandy : like me and him cuddle n stuff.....
My momo: well that doesn't count
My momo: has he met her?
Brandy : But I know he cares about her... but he cant be w/ her... and they talk all the time
Brandy : yeah hes supposd to go down ther around new years... but they have been fighting a lot and i dont know if its going ot happen
Brandy : But like I seriously am starting to like him a lot
Brandy : and I'm soo afraid to let my guard down to him though and then like get hurt
My momo: well that's cool
Brandy : Hes hilarious.... like i LOVE guys that can make me laugh.... cause like keny wasnt hat way and some guys just cant... and when were around each other the time goes by soo fast and im soo happy and it seeems like he has me smiling the whole time... he makes me feel like i matter.... and i just dont wannt let myself like him a lot and then get hurt
My momo: it's not bad to like him alot
My momo: even if it's just as a friend
My momo: caring for someone is never a bad thing
Brandy : yeah
My momo: and I think he obviously cares for you too
Brandy : but its gonan be caring for him as more then a friend
Brandy : and im afraid of really liking him and letting myself get hurt
My momo: why do you think you'll get hurt?
Brandy : I'm afraid ill fall for him hard and then he'll end up not wanting me or getting even ore serious w/ his girlfriend
Brandy : and like its soo hard.. he has me read poems he writes for her
My momo: just be happy that he's in your life
Brandy : and it just like CRUSHES ME
Brandy : oh i know!
Brandy : I'm soo happy he is... I just.. dunno if i wanna keep it just as friends..which its alread past there... or if i wanna take the chance of somthing good happening
Brandy : ya know?
My momo: yeah
My momo: well he probably already knows that you like more than a friend
Brandy : No.. he knows
My momo: ?
My momo: isn't that what I said?
Brandy : yeah
Brandy : but just like...
Brandy : OKay i feel like hes almost just wanting me because he loves her, but wants to be able to hold somebody and have somebody there... and im kinda just filling that place.... and the other day hes all god you remind me so much of bernadette
Brandy : so yeah
My momo: I think you should tell him it bothers you that you don't know where he stands
Brandy : Im thinking aout it
Brandy : but i think im just gonna see how things go
Brandy : I dnt wanna like freak him out or anything
Brandy : i mean weve only been talking for a couple weeks now
Brandy : but it seem slike longer.. i really like him
Brandy : But like momo.. I dont know what to hink... I know he really cares for his girlfriernd..... and I dont want him to do anything w/ me that will make him like be oncomfortable around me... so yeah.. anyways ill call you soon to talk to ya more caus eim sick of typing
Brandy : lol hes awesome.... makes me sad that he has a g/f though
My momo: cool
My momo: he does?
My momo: I thought he liked you?
Brandy : We like eachother... she lives outa state
Brandy : they met online
Brandy : its kinda a wreid thing
My momo: oh
Brandy : like me and him cuddle n stuff.....
My momo: well that doesn't count
My momo: has he met her?
Brandy : But I know he cares about her... but he cant be w/ her... and they talk all the time
Brandy : yeah hes supposd to go down ther around new years... but they have been fighting a lot and i dont know if its going ot happen
Brandy : But like I seriously am starting to like him a lot
Brandy : and I'm soo afraid to let my guard down to him though and then like get hurt
My momo: well that's cool
Brandy : Hes hilarious.... like i LOVE guys that can make me laugh.... cause like keny wasnt hat way and some guys just cant... and when were around each other the time goes by soo fast and im soo happy and it seeems like he has me smiling the whole time... he makes me feel like i matter.... and i just dont wannt let myself like him a lot and then get hurt
My momo: it's not bad to like him alot
My momo: even if it's just as a friend
My momo: caring for someone is never a bad thing
Brandy : yeah
My momo: and I think he obviously cares for you too
Brandy : but its gonan be caring for him as more then a friend
Brandy : and im afraid of really liking him and letting myself get hurt
My momo: why do you think you'll get hurt?
Brandy : I'm afraid ill fall for him hard and then he'll end up not wanting me or getting even ore serious w/ his girlfriend
Brandy : and like its soo hard.. he has me read poems he writes for her
My momo: just be happy that he's in your life
Brandy : and it just like CRUSHES ME
Brandy : oh i know!
Brandy : I'm soo happy he is... I just.. dunno if i wanna keep it just as friends..which its alread past there... or if i wanna take the chance of somthing good happening
Brandy : ya know?
My momo: yeah
My momo: well he probably already knows that you like more than a friend
Brandy : No.. he knows
My momo: ?
My momo: isn't that what I said?
Brandy : yeah
Brandy : but just like...
Brandy : OKay i feel like hes almost just wanting me because he loves her, but wants to be able to hold somebody and have somebody there... and im kinda just filling that place.... and the other day hes all god you remind me so much of bernadette
Brandy : so yeah
My momo: I think you should tell him it bothers you that you don't know where he stands
Brandy : Im thinking aout it
Brandy : but i think im just gonna see how things go
Brandy : I dnt wanna like freak him out or anything
Brandy : i mean weve only been talking for a couple weeks now
Brandy : but it seem slike longer.. i really like him
Brandy : But like momo.. I dont know what to hink... I know he really cares for his girlfriernd..... and I dont want him to do anything w/ me that will make him like be oncomfortable around me... so yeah.. anyways ill call you soon to talk to ya more caus eim sick of typing