take the good with the bad
My first semester at college is OVER!!! yeSS!*
I think i did well on my exams too which is good. College isn't as bad as I really thought in the begining...if you study everything is good.
Besides all that Ryan and I are still together. Hes so much fun...
We have such a weird relationship tho...we fight NON-STOP but at the same time hes everything I want.
The only down side to this whole relationship is the fact that my parents...(well my dad) absolutly hate him. Its really hard to have a relationship with someone your parents dont approve of...and sometimes to tell you the truth i just feel like giving up and ending it all but then when I think about it...this is my life and I have to do what I gotta do to make me happy. Its not there future and there relationship...its mine and Im grown and should be able to make my own choices.
whoa...alright i feel better. lol
So with all that said...im not really looking forward to comeing home this weekend. ITs going to be a big mess and I just dont wanna deal with it. But Christmas is almost here and I have yet to buy any presents...lol so I need to do alot of shopping this weekend which always puts my in a better mood.
I think i did well on my exams too which is good. College isn't as bad as I really thought in the begining...if you study everything is good.
Besides all that Ryan and I are still together. Hes so much fun...
We have such a weird relationship tho...we fight NON-STOP but at the same time hes everything I want.
The only down side to this whole relationship is the fact that my parents...(well my dad) absolutly hate him. Its really hard to have a relationship with someone your parents dont approve of...and sometimes to tell you the truth i just feel like giving up and ending it all but then when I think about it...this is my life and I have to do what I gotta do to make me happy. Its not there future and there relationship...its mine and Im grown and should be able to make my own choices.
whoa...alright i feel better. lol
So with all that said...im not really looking forward to comeing home this weekend. ITs going to be a big mess and I just dont wanna deal with it. But Christmas is almost here and I have yet to buy any presents...lol so I need to do alot of shopping this weekend which always puts my in a better mood.