Oct 19, 2003 21:48
Why the hell is life so damn confusing? Some of you know why I am so confused right now and if you do then help me out and if you don't then I'm sure I'll update you soon. I had a blast at Chad's b-day party... we got drunk on SoCo and it was fun, maybe a little too much fun, but fun either way. I went home this weekend, and it was so boring. I got to see Dustin which was fun, but other than that I sat on my ass bored. I just don't enjoy going home near as much as I used to. Everytime I go home I have to listen to Nanny nag me about being fat and ugly. It is really annoying and hurts my soul, but oh well. I got the info I requested from EKU yesterday. It made me sad cause it made me think about the fact that I might have to transfer. I have so many friends here and I don't want to leave them. I know that I have Chris at EKU, but she has her friends there and I don't want to have to make new friends again and I don't want her to feel like she has to hang out with me all the time because I don't know anybody. I guess I will know soon what I am going to have to do. I talked to Phillip today... we had a really good conversation. We talked for over an hour and it was nice. I miss talking to him, well I miss talking to him when he is his normal self, not the horny I want to fuck you self. He is going to be home for good in November which excites me cause I have missed him. He said that he was going to come to Louisville and take me out to dinner which excites me even more cause free dinner always sounds good to a fat kid. Well I am going to get off here and talk to my roomie since she has been laying on my bed complaining about being bored.