want to feel my heart break (if it must break) in your jaws.

Feb 10, 2005 23:09

besides..i think this time is different i mean. i really think you like me...

I haven't felt this way in ages. for about a month there i fucking shook it. I had it beat i swear to god it was beat,i was cured. but it's back. i broke down at work a few days ago. had to take a trip to the bathroom and just stare at myself in the mirror. i could hear drinks being called and small talk fuck legendary service i stood there and just broke down. why the fuck do i let you get to me like this. why..why..why.
i can't shake you. no matter how many girls i sleep with i can't..i see that smile and i'm yours and for those brief secret seconds in time when we're together youre mine.but no we don't belong together. i'm not stable. i'm a mess.you know it and i know it. everyone who fucking encounters me figures it out sooner or later. i'm a fucking loon. fuck.

being in love means you are completeley broken..broken..broken..broken..
i'm broken..youre broken...
maybe one day when youre ready
we can be broken together?

until then, here is to secret drinks and kisses in dark bars behind the public eye.
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