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well lets see last night i chug the rest of my vodka.....boy was that fun!
then robert came over and smoke with me....and wow that was fun to!
i miss katezter....everyday that goes by and i don't talk to her my day just doesn't seem worth living. but i know i must keep living for i must live for her.
i've begun to look at life alot different now...like it's actually changin but i know i'm the only one that i can change that out look on my life.
who is that one person that you are suposed to spend the rest of ur life with....and why haven't i found him yet.
nothing seems more important right now than finding you....learning everything about you....knowin ur faults...ur ups ur downs!!
I love Nova Eileen Scott. Something just doesn't feel right. i think maybe it's because you aren't here with me, or maybe it's because you never have been. there are no words to explain my love for you, i would go to the end of the world and back if you ask me to.
Nova,
I just don't know what to think you wont say i love you back to ne body, but i think it's just me and it scares me to think that you don't. i can't lose you or not love you or even have you love me. i can't go on living in this world without you, i really don't know what i would do without you. you mean the world to me. i adore, love care, respect, and trust you more than i have ever before. if you leave me my world would just fall right to the ground and i would bc done. i love you more than ne thing in the world, i hope you know that.
-Jodi