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i lost her and i don't know what to do....gawd what the fuck is my problem! i can't be doing this shit no more...going out finding someone that it wonderful and great....fall in love with this person and then one slip up and it's gone like it was never there. how does someone cope with that...how do i cope with that. i'm feeling more alone and more alone everyday....it's kinda scary! what if i'm alone forever haha what and i'm gonna do then..will i deserve it...