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I'm done with guys...and i want to be done with my life. I don't think i can phicially go on without you...nothing in this world will ever make since again...it already doesn't. You say you want to be friends...but you know how hards that gonna be....it was hard the first time to. I don't know what to do but GET FUCK UP TONIGHT and forget about it for a while and then remember it all in the morning....i thought i couldn't lose you but i did and now my heart is permenatly broken theres nothing no one can do to put it back together...unless you come back to me...which i know will prolly never happen. i miss you tonight and tomorrow and all the nights we have been apart..i'm sry for leaving and not knowing when i'm coming back!
-Jodi