Timothy Ryan Hernandez <3 I Miss You
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Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
well tonight was fun..the hot tub was to hot so yeah :-( grr! well i talk to timmy and he said that what his brother told me was a lie and hes gonna fight him hahah loser...but i still can't get him off my mind i miss him soo much....i think hes now my world...hes got my heart <3 but until we talk tomorrow i wont know whats going on...
just don't feel right with you not being near me...my heart just doesn't feel like it can take any more....i need to see you i think i have made a mistake....i don't want to lose you because i don't phisicaly think my heart can handle any more pain...i can still feel ur gentle lips apon mine...i can still smell you on my clothes...i just wanted to feel it one more time before i had to go.
Happy Valentines Days
I miss you Timothy Ryan Hernandez
today was our day to get back together :-( i need you here
but until then goodnight sweetdreams <3 <3
Jodi