yeah so buffalo sucks and i need to get the fuck out, sounds stupid and i know im young and shit but really i have absoulutly nothing going for me right now and im not happy at all, im so fucking bored here i just want to get out and actually pursue my photography and i cant do this in buffalo, i wanna travel and see other things and other people and meet new people i just...want out. the other day when i had no power i was talking to my parents wating for lee to pick me up, i was telling my dad that i was actually looking into collage and i was looking into the digital media program at nccc and what does he say...... he tells me to be a progammer like kc. i fucking couldnt believe that he said that, i got so fucking mad. i just dont get why the can never be happy with anything i do, like the yesterday my manager told that im becoming one of his best employee's there and i told my mom and all she told me was like " ask for more money" ,its not a big deal or anything but like there never happy with anything! like not even a "good job,keep it up" no "ask for more money!!!!!!!!!!!", whatever.
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