why?
why, just tell me why. why do people insist on being so mean? why does senior year have to be filled with so much shit? isnt senior year supposed to be fun and exciting and sad that you're leaving all the people you've known since elementary school? sad, yeah right, its so hurtful that people will talk bad about me to my own dad, i mean come one, if you wanna talk shit, dont tell it to my dad, because of course he told me and i almost cried. i know we cant always get what we want in life, but all i really want is a happy life. lately so many dreams have been jerked right out from under me. ive realized that its over, its finally over, ive wanted for so long for things to be how they used to be, friendships like they used to be, but it seems that others dont want the same thing. i guess it takes 2 to make a friendship, and im gonna stop tryin cuz its finally hit me, they hate me, they really truely hate me, and their object in life is to make mine miserable. WHY? why cant everyone just get along, and if you dont like someone for reasons that are so unknown its not even funny, just act civil, dont talk shit about em, just act civil. ugh ugh ugh tired of everything, when will life be good? it really sucks knowing that most everyone hates you and u can only name a handful of people at your school that actually like you. fuck reunions, why come back if everyone there is gonna turn their nose up when you walk in the door?