The End Of All Of You

Feb 28, 2007 23:08

i remember high school , and it makes me sad to know ill never be able to live that time again ever

all the times i thought i was cool , thought i was right , lied , told the truth , mostly lied

thats all gone now and im glad kinda, and kinda not , i like that i don't have any will to lie anymore , and i like that im settled down a bit , but i miss my old friends , like Eli, and Andrew A. and John and Charlie and Miranda and The Slanina Gang , and by friends i mean friends , none of the bf/gf bullshit , i just miss when i was friends with these people ,trying to go the step forward is too much sometimes , we all lose control of our emotions , we lie , we cheat , we say things we don't mean , and that shapes our lives , now that i went through that , im done lying , im done trying to impress people or be funny or be scene or whatever , i just wanna play/listen to music and be with My Tiffany , i want to do the simple thing , i want a family , i want a job i like , i wanna tour, i wanna finally see a show with every band on the bill being my favorite.

all those times that people were right " grow up Brandon" , "stop joking around" i guess you were right i need to wake up and realize whats going on , i need to not be "jolly" i need to be Brandon and get over everything

MIke- i dont care anymore im not mad , call me
Todd- if u can ever find time u should call me

and to everyone else who doesnt like me because ive something ive done or something , i apologize for being an immature asshole

to people who cant accept that ..I'm Sorry

i don't deserve to be in love with an amazing girl , but i am and shes amazing

I Love U Tiffany <3

Brandon
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