SHE'S STILL THE ONLY THOUGHT RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD.
Everyone else? Everyone else is a joke. I see a billion girls a day, walking through my new place of work, and I wouldn't trade mine for any of them. Not a single one. I see them with their boyfriends and think, "Ha-ha. Glad I'm not that guy, or I'd have to live with the anguish of not being Phleasha's boyfriend." You could probably be telling yourself that I'm retarded, and she's not cool, and that you hate her. But your lips make good targets, and my fists make good busted lips, so I know you won't tell me how you actually feel.
Her mother's convinced that we shouldn't be together. I'm not sure why this is, but I don't care for her views. Of course, I'll listen to her rules if it allows me to be around her daughter. If that's what it takes, then I'm all for it. The only reason I aided Phleasha in not listening before was because it's hard to say no to that girl. Fill my shoes and try it. Now I've come to realize that she's an insane woman with lying tendencies, but she still makes the rules, so I'll follow.
She can't really want an unhappy daughter. I imagine it just makes her life harder. It's not easy right now for her as it is... a lot's going on. Some of it's not mine to tell, so I'll leave it at that. But I know I can make Phleasha happy, as I've already proven so. I can't guarantee that anyone else will do that for her. I can't guarantee anyone else's motives in life, but I've got mine on lock-down, and I refuse to hurt her. She's had enough of that, and I've had enough on both ends. Therefore, I think I deserve some sort of chance to have her back. I don't want some forbidden secret relationship for however much longer she lives with her mother, that's not right.
I'm always willing to fight for her. Know this. There's a girl that's bad-mouthing her to me right now, and I don't know this girl, but I hope she's not bigger and uglier than me, because by my rules... that's fair.
It's weird what happens to me when I don't sleep enough. Thank you, Panera Bread. I have to be up at 5:30am, leave me alone.
Her mother's convinced that we shouldn't be together. I'm not sure why this is, but I don't care for her views. Of course, I'll listen to her rules if it allows me to be around her daughter. If that's what it takes, then I'm all for it. The only reason I aided Phleasha in not listening before was because it's hard to say no to that girl. Fill my shoes and try it. Now I've come to realize that she's an insane woman with lying tendencies, but she still makes the rules, so I'll follow.
She can't really want an unhappy daughter. I imagine it just makes her life harder. It's not easy right now for her as it is... a lot's going on. Some of it's not mine to tell, so I'll leave it at that. But I know I can make Phleasha happy, as I've already proven so. I can't guarantee that anyone else will do that for her. I can't guarantee anyone else's motives in life, but I've got mine on lock-down, and I refuse to hurt her. She's had enough of that, and I've had enough on both ends. Therefore, I think I deserve some sort of chance to have her back. I don't want some forbidden secret relationship for however much longer she lives with her mother, that's not right.
I'm always willing to fight for her. Know this. There's a girl that's bad-mouthing her to me right now, and I don't know this girl, but I hope she's not bigger and uglier than me, because by my rules... that's fair.
It's weird what happens to me when I don't sleep enough. Thank you, Panera Bread. I have to be up at 5:30am, leave me alone.