shrooms a license to kill

Apr 16, 2005 22:15

Has anyone ever told you that drugs are the escape from reality, but you will find the true being of oneself under the influence....
About a year ago around this time, I made a promise, one that I should have kept. Drugs were never my lifestyle and they still arent, however, the do inted to slip in and out of my life. Its not a bad slip, but its the fact that I broke a promise to someone. I didnt expect her to actually think that I would keep the promise, but I knew she would. But I have to come to reality and tell everyone this fact.

About every weekend I site sedentarily around Brians house and just get high. I mean I smoke so much fucking pot that a smile is on my face for three days, or thats three days of smoking pot. It's fun and during that time I dont have to face the truth; however, durning that time I also notice so much flaws about me. A big contridiction that it is, and its fucked up. I have so many friends that will lose their respect for me over this situation. But, if they lose respect to me over this, then fuck them because you know what I would always be your friends if you did drugs...

Smoking, getting high, thats what I am doing right now, infact, I just got done holding and then letting go all of my worries into the incense.

Right now Brian and I smoked about 2 bowls and are on our 3rd. Im really high and I want to express my feelings.

Laura, I really miss you and I really want to see you...

Mandy I hope your fucking happy with that Mike fellow....

Heather, the other person who I always talk about that I like in my lj's is you.....

Bruno, your the bestest friend I have had so far, and Im glad you never fucked that up, your a great dude...

Mike, you have a lot of freaking hidden skeletons in your closet and need to fix your shit, because you fuck with alot of people because of shit they do but yet you do they same shit they did!....

Brian, your pot is as good as your friendship, what I mean is...i mean it in a good way...

Jeff thank for being there buddy, a great man , future leader of Antarica...

Thank you to all my friends....well...peace
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my face is going numb and my eyes are more slanted then a fucking chink!
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