Different surroundings

Jan 14, 2007 10:30

Last night tonight, and how ever long it takes in the future, I have been staying at my brother's place while some things get figured out.  It's weird hanging out with a lot of people I don't know, but they are all older than me; makes it not incredibly nonsensical because they are in the middle of the best times of their life. It also brings you back to the fact that a lot of people hold themselves back from having further success.  Although, I do not feel bad for the people because they are doing it for their happiness, and it's not their finances that make them look happy.. but doing what they like to do and make enough to keep it that way.
    I'm not exactly sure what is held in store for me, but I think I am definitely ready.  I shouldn't be keeping myself down because I want to make other people happy.  I still do love making people happy, but I also have to be careful that some people might be using me for my kindness.  I am turning into the nice guy who finishes last. Oh well, I guess I can stay optimistic and hope that what needs to happy, happen.
    As of now, I like Ocean Beach, but it's really cold here.  Especially since the beach is a block and a half away, doesn't really allow time for warming up in the afternoon.  Oh well, I have work from 2-9 as a server, so maybe I can keep warm while making some money.

I've been living off of pizza, water, and gatorade for the past 24 hours, and I am starting to feel like a gluton.  I wish I could be in a situation where I could have the choice to make something that will last a while, or that I can keep for ingredients.
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