shitty day...gggrrr
ok today wasn't that great...i got home and just hated myself. I feel like i'm pushing this person away but i figured out the reason that i was trying to avoid admitting. i'm so fucking afraid of getting hurt. matt really did a number on my life and it's been hard but i'm over him but shit the pain from the past is still lingering in there and it's making me mad!! :::GGGRRRR::: i'm sry for being a bitch and i wanted to say it wasn't anybody but me that was causing it...this really sweet guy told me I WAS OK! lol i thought he was serious but he wasn't and i was mean of course! i'm soooo sry anywho i'm also having a couple more probs but due to the ppl involved i am not allowed to discuss those details in this entry! jk lol well i am but i won't talk about it right now....anyways i must be getting off i'm waiting for my mom to bring me comida and i have to get to reading or i never will!!! EVERYBODY knows i'm just gonna get off and go to sleep then prolly wake up tomorrow morning lol jk see ya!
-r0xy-
-r0xy-