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Well today is pigskin...i have to be back at the band hall at 4...nervous already but I know we will do awesome...my last year to make state eehhh i'm already a junior...man last nite me and my mom had a some what deep talk but we always do b/c we are close...she wants me to go to UTPA i know she doesn't want me to leave her and omg i'm gonna be so sad to leave her...i know by that time me and my brother will be gone and that will hurt her so bad but i know she understands. I love my mom so much i told her she means so much to me so much that she'll never know...i wish i had the same relationship with my dad...never gonna happen lol anyways i wanna leave...there is so much more than the valley i love it here but it's like a community within the valley that everyone has become accustomed to..a hole that sucks you in and doesn't let you leave so i know as much as i would want to stay here my first four years i shouldn't...or i'll never leave and i don't want that...i told my mom for the next two years i don't want her to work as much b/c she needs to spend time with me but she already does..she got sad ehhh i hate that making her sad. I know this is changing the subject but wow these past couple months have pasted by SO FAST! i feel like it was just yesterday i was at summer band thinking man pigskin is so far away...barely learning the drill...i'm just gonna enjoy the time i have left and fucking march and SING my ass off tonite b/c WE ARE GOING TO GET A ONE! bitches! lol...well i have another important entry i need to write after this one so i'm gonna get started on it right now...see ya!
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