the girl
k....so heres wats up. i leave for europe tomorrow and am bout to embark on one of the best experiences of my life. im goin to six countries, switzerland, germany, belgium, netherlands, france, and england...i will see some of the most beautiful things in the world, and meet some of the most influential ppl in the world, yet..y do i wanna leave the one i love i love when i got the most beautiful thing in the world located right here? im excited and ready to go...yet in a way i dont even wanna go cuz i wont be able to talk or see her for so long. i mean...this is going to drive me crazy, i went up north for 3 days and all i culd think bout while i was up there was her....20 days? and i kno i will spend each one thinking bout her....like when we r 10,000 ft in the swiss alps..ill wish she was there so we culd cuddle n possibly make out :P, or kiss her in the eifel tower, or just hold her in the black forest...everything i do with this girl is amazing and just makes me realize how amazing she is. i cant say enough bout her n how much i care bout her...its hard to find sum1 u can truly feel that about. sum ppl never do...she is the one girl i have never and culd never hurt. leaving u is gon be one of the hardest things i think ive ever had to do...specially when i dont want to. all i want to do is spend time with u...be with u...hold u.i wont be able to look at nother girl the same even if i tried, u cant force these kinds of feelings, they just happen. i dont kno if this is meant to be, but it sure feels right to me...that is y i am not going to do nething that wuld jepordize nething we have, its a risk i kno, i mean who's to say ur not gon just go out the day i after im gone and hookup with sum random guy (which i doubt cuz u said u wuldnt) or meet sum1 new? or even just to still have feelings when i get back..like i said its a risk, a big one but one thats worth it to me. ur worth it to me so whether u feel the same or not i wont kno...but i just want u to kno. its gon be diff with me...and i wont do nething. mayb u dont even care but i just wanted u to kno that...btw if ur not the girl, then dont read this u moron. too late for u. but ya...i will miss u, will not forget bout u, and do love u.