My Best Friend Rusty

[brandon_6]

Scrape down, the arm on the left
I cant feel anymore
I dont trust me anymore
I going right past the regret
Got Rusty in my pocket
And he bleeds away the bullshit.

I sit down in my corner
but I'm never lonley
Because I've got Rusty
and Rusty's got me

I woke up the other day
In the mess that he made
I forgot
That I wanted this to be my last day

Can I tear myself away from you
For a moment
Without you tearing yourself
deep into me
Please dont do this again
I know that youre my only friend
But Im ok
And I dont want you to make me bleed

Ive got the scars to remind me
of the journeys that you made
Forever etched in
By the corners of your blade

You made the pain go away
Back then
But I think its time to lose you
In that lonley top drawer again

And now he's gone
Im thinking about the blood that he shed
And now he's gone
Im silencing his voice in my head
And now he's gone
I think about that life that I lead
When I Romanced the razorblade.

Can I tear myself away from you
For a moment
Without you tearing yourself
deep into me
Please dont do this again
I know that youre my only friend
But Im ok
And I dont want you to make me bleed