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Xane: I ended up falling asleep after Faith called I told her I was ok, which was partially true. My shoulder was really starting to hurt, and I had a wicked nightmare where I tried punching with my right arm, which ended up in severe pain that pretty much almost brought me to tears. I finally got up and took some of the pain medicine, by trying to mix it with the applesauce I found in the fridge, it didn't work. I gave up, leaving the crap on the counter, I was in too much pain. I called a cab and went to the hospital and got my stuff re-done or redressed, whatever it was, it still hurt. I got a shot of morphine, which of course, was more pain, but it started to go away. I walked around looking for Faith, and passed the chapel and saw a brunette and someone who looked familiar. I was about to speak and make my presence known, but then I saw them move to hug each other. It didn't look like a typical embrace. Then I remembered when Edward and the cheap shot and flung me across the kitchen. Bastard, they were together the whole time. That's why he was so mad. I was so mad...my heart had been ripped out of my chest and stepped on. I walked away and took a cab back to the house, and went up to her room and grabbed my shirt and looked around, I didn't have much to take, but I didn't want to leave her anything. Fucking bitch, she played me...and I fell for it.
Faith: I pull up to the house, parking my bike on the grass. I'm exhausted, both physically and emotionally, from being at the hospital and I miss Brandon so much. I can't wait to tell him that I actually have a Watcher, and hopefully this one won't be evil or die any time soon. I put my key in the door and open it.
Xane: I'm contemplating leaving a note and letting her know what's going on. But then I'd be insulting her intelligence, she'll figure it out, she's a bright one. I can't help but smile, I really do love her. And then I feel the pain in my heart...I can't believe I fell for it. I start my walk down the stairs, walking towards the living room, mentally kicking myself for getting this involved.
Faith: I walk in the door and shut it behind me, smiling as I see him walking down the stairs. "Hey baby, I missed you," I say, walking up to him, hugging him gently.
Xane: I use my left hand and push her off. "Don't worry Faith...I'm not stupid." I say as I finish walking down the rest of the stairs.
Faith: I frown and walk down the stairs. "I'm sorry I didn't come home last night, I thought you were okay with it. Don't be mad at me, please," I say, very confused.
Xane: I couldn't turn around and look at her, I knew I'd cave and not be able to leave...I loved this woman, more than she would ever know. She fucked it all up for me...I'll never get back into a relationship. I just talked as I continued walking. "Yeah..I'm sure you were busy...helping Edward and all." I say bitterly, reaching the door and pulling it open.
Faith: I push the door shut. "What the hell are you talking about?"
Xane: I make the mistake of looking into her eyes and my voice falters, "Faith," I start to say before looking away. "You don't have to worry, I get it. You're with Edward, and I was a ploy to make him jealous and realize that he needs to appreciate what he's got." I start to say. "I get it...sort of. You didn't have to fuck with my head though, you coulda told me straight up front...it would hurt less." I say trying to open the door again.
Faith: "What the fuck? Have you lost your mind? Edward and me? I think you should sit down because your meds are obviously kicking in baby," I say, taking his hand gently.
Xane: I pull my hand away from her. "No...it all adds up, why when we first came in, you naturally went to Edward's room." I start to say, "And then Edward walks in on us, and then alter in the kitchen, he fucking flung me across the damn kitchen...because he knew that I was fucking you." I say angrily. "I should have caught on before...but seeing you together at the hospital...it hit it home. Don't worry...my heart...will never be the same, but that's on you now."
Faith: "At the hospital?" I ask confused. "You mean in the chapel? Xane, baby, listen to me, you're not thinking straight. He was just being nice to me, telling me that he could be my Watcher, telling me that I could have a family in him if I wanted it in addition to you. YOU'RE my family. I love you, please, don't do this. Please don't leave me, I swear to you, it's not what you think."
Xane: I turn and finally look at her, my eyes watering, I use my left hand and rub them. Damn allergies. I try to make myself think. "Are you fucking with me?"
Faith: I don't bother to wipe the tears from my cheeks, I'm terrified. "No, god no, I swear to you Xane, I would never do something like that. Please baby, you can't leave me, I'll die," I plead, not even caring if it sounds completely pathetic.
Xane: I look at her, she's crying. I walked over and wrapped my left arm around her and kiss her forehead. "God...I'm such an idiot." I say. "I should have talked to you before I jumped to any crazy conclusions." I say, kissing her head again and rubbing her back. "I'm sorry."
Faith: I sob as he kisses me, falling to my knees in front of him. "How could you think that of me? Am I such a whore to you?" I ask, tears streaming down my face as I look at the carpet.
Xane: I kneel down in front of her, still a considerable amount taller than her. "No...I never thought that." I say cupping her face and trying to kiss her. "I don't know, I'd like to blame the meds, but I was just being an insecure guy...and I saw you with someone else....and I just...you don't know what I went through when I saw you." I say softly.
Faith: I look up at him. "Then tell me," I say, needing to hear that he loves me.
Xane: I look into her eyes. "Faith, I'm sorry...I screwed up big time. I love you more than anything, and when I saw you with him...it felt like my heart had been ripped out and stepped on." I start to say. "I love you so much, more than I ever thought possible. I'm sorry I'm an idiot and didn't even talk to you about it, I can't change it, but I can promise to talk to you in the future."
Faith: I wrap my arms around him, kissing his face all over. "Just promise me you won't ever do that again. I don't care what happens, we'll get through it. I love you, I want to marry you, I want to have your kids," I say, the words tumbling out of my mouth before I can stop them.
Xane: I pull back and look at her. "Kids?" I ask raising a brow. "I love you too and want to marry you and spend the rest of my life with you...but kids?" I say. "Baby...I'm the worst guy you'll ever meet, I can't imagine having kids, I wouldn't know what the hell to do with them."
Faith: "Uhh, I didn't mean to say that," I say, looking like a deer in the headlights.
Xane: "So you don't want kids?" I ask, I should be relieved, but I'm not.
Faith: I swallow, afraid I've totally freaked him out. "I, um, I never really thought about it much before," I say honestly, looking down. I remember our promise to each other and look up. "I think I do, with you," I say softly.
Xane: I smile and kiss her. "Well when the time comes we can talk about it." I say; kissing her again. "For now...I just want to be here with you." I said softly. "I love you. "I promise I won't do it ever again."
Faith: "Good promise," I say, looking into his eyes. "And I didn't mean now, god Xane, I'm not insane," I say with a smile.
Xane: "Well I didn't mean now either." I say, "I was just you know saying."
Faith: I lick my lips and look at him. "Doesn't mean we can't practice, right?" I need him to make love to me, I need to feel our love.
Xane: "Yeah..." I say as I stand back up and help her up. "So I got my stitches redone" I said as we walked up the stairs. I took Faith's hand with my left hand as we walked up the stairs and walked into her room and then closed the door. I walked towards the bed with her and sat down and pulled her into my lap. I looked up into her eyes..."I love you." I said softly, I wanted to apologize again, but I didn't want to ruin this.
Faith: I sit carefully on his lap, making sure not to hurt his arm. "I love you too," I say. I look into his eyes and then kiss him tenderly.
Xane: It's as if I didn't screw up and we're right back at where we were before all this crazy shit happened. I couldn't be more happy right now. I kiss her back, my hand rubbing small circles on her back, reaching down and cupping her ass as I pull her closer to me.
Faith: "We're okay now, right?" I ask, loving his tender touch, the way he's so strong, but isn't afraid to be vulnerable with me.
Xane: I look into her eyes. "More than ok...we're perfect. I love you, you love me. This is how it's supposed to be. Not me being a jackass and acting insecure." I say softly, still embarrassed about my reactions.
Faith: "Good," I say. "We're gonna talk about stuff before we freak out from now on, right?" I ask, wiggling my ass slightly on his lap.
Xane: I nod my head, "Yeah...I'm really sorry baby, I shouldn't have flew off the han" I start to say but bite back a moan, her ass against my crotch. I pushed her hips down harder against me, feeling her hips against mine and starting to get hard.
Faith: "Flew of the han, huh?" I say with a grin, moaning as I feel him getting harder beneath me. "I love you, it's in the past, no worries, yeah?"
Xane: I look at her, "You're sure it's ok?" I ask. I mean I guess I should just be glad I'm off the hook. I reach between us, trying to unzip her pants, but can't get anywhere because I'm not left-handed. "FUCK" I mutter frustration. Leaning back and hitting the bed with my fist.
Faith: "Baby, I know it's okay, as long as I'm here with you and you're here with me," I say. "Calm down baby, let me take care of you," I say, sliding off of his lap and unfastening his pants.
Xane: I try moving my hips to help her, I watch as she slides my boxers off. I feel slightly embarrassed because I can't do it myself, but the way she does it, I can't be anything but turned on.
Faith: I smile and slide his pants down over his hips, kissing the tops of his thighs.
Xane: I try reaching with my right hand, but stop when I feel the pain, I use my left hand and reach for her neck as I try and pull her up. Kissing her as soon as she's close enough.
Faith: I kiss him slow and deep. "I love you," I say softly when we finally break the kiss.
Xane: "Your turn to strip." I say as I reach my left hand and rub it against her pussy through her jeans. Trying to pinch her clit through her jeans.
Faith: "Mmmm, sounds like a plan," I say, sliding off the bed again as I slowly undress. I take my time, letting him see me.
Xane: I lick my licks as she undresses, she's teasing me. And I couldn't be happier. "God...your so gorgeous...and sexy."
Faith: I smile and slide out of my panties, standing before him completely naked. "So are you, baby," I say, climbing up on the bed, straddling his thighs, not yet moving up to his cock. I trail my hands over his chest, caressing his strong muscles.
Xane: I let out a moan, already completely hard and waiting for her. She had the best effect on me.
Faith: "Mmmm, you're all hard and delicious," I tease, wrapping my hand gently around him.
Xane: "God..." I let out another moan as I feel her hand around my cock.
Faith: "That's goddess to you, baby," I say, sliding my body up his, rubbing my center along the length of his hardness.
Xane: I let out a moan. "I love you." I say arching my hips up.
Faith: I moan as he presses up against me. I raise my hips, wrapping my hand around his cock, sliding it into me. "I love you."
Xane: I start thrusting my hips up to her, trying to slide further into her.
Faith: I move my hand and lower myself all the way down, moaning loudly as I feel him deep inside me. "I love how big you are," I moan.
Xane: "God..I love when you say that." I moan. "And how tight you are, and how wet, and how easy I can slide into your slick channel and up into your pussy." I moan, gripping her hips as I pull her to me.
Faith: "Oh god yes, I love how you feel inside me, the way you touch me," I gasp, rocking on his cock, taking it deep into me.
Xane: I let out a moan...reaching up to massage one of her breasts as I arched to her.
Faith: I arch my back into his hand, riding him a little faster, a little harder. "God, I love you Xane."
Xane: "I Love you too baby" I say with another louder moan. "FAITH!"I moan as she rocks harder against me.
Faith: "Oh god yes, you like it when I ride you, don't you?" I ask, riding him hard, my hips circling around him.
Xane: "Hell yeah I do." I say letting out another loud moan. "Although when my arm gets better, I'll be do for some mad passionate sex." I said with a wink.
Faith: "Oh hell yes, baby," I gasp, feeling my insides start to melt.
Xane: "I love you" I moan as I feel the orgasm getting ready to rip through my body.
Faith: "Oh god, XANE!" I scream, cumming hard on him.
Xane: I moan at about the same time she does, moaning her name loudly. "FAITH!" I say as I pant and stay deep inside of her. "I love you." I say before kissing her.
Faith: I tremble slightly as I feel him cum inside me, riding out my orgasm as he stays inside me. "I love you too, baby. Always."
Xane: I use my left hand to move my right arm back onto my chest as I look at her, sliding out and rolling us over so we're facing each other. I don't even have to saw how much I love her, she already knows; but it doesn't hurt. "IF we could freeze this moment...right here, forever and I could have this forever, I'd be the happiest guy in the world."
Faith: I smile and touch his face gently. "You can have this forever, I love you. You make me feel like I'm the only person in the world when you look at me. I'm the luckiest girl ever."
Xane: "So would you hate me if I asked you if we could sleep?" I asked. "I mean I want to go again, but I'm really tired, which is probably just the meds, because between the two of us, you know I could go all day with you." I say with a smile.
Faith: "Not at all, Xane. You've gotta rest if you're going to heal, right? Besides, I'm kind of tired too," I say, kissing him gently.
Xane: I wrap my arm around her waist. "I love you Faith" I say softly as I already start to doze off.
Faith: "I love you too, Xane," I say, yawning as I relax against his chest.
Faith:X, You were sleeping so soundly, I didn't want to wake you. I brought you up some Gatorade and applesauce, it's in the fridge in the corner. Please, eat the applesauce, I already put your pill in it. Just white-knuckle it, okay? Anyway, I went to the hospital to see Julie since she's not home yet. I miss you already.
I love you,
Little One
After hospital talking about Leo.
Xane: I take Faith's hand as we walk towards the exit. "What was that all about?" I ask.
Faith: "What? The Leo thing?" I ask, my fingers laced in his.
Xane: "Yeah...who's he?" I asked as we walked toward the taxi stand and I got in after her.
Faith: "Uh, baby, I've got my bike. If you can ride we can take it," I say, only mildly avoiding the question.
Xane: I look at her, she completely avoided the question I stopped and looked at her. "Who's Leo?"
Faith: "He's a Whitelighter, I think I told you about them? They're the ones that can orb and shit," I explain.
Xane: "What's that got to do with us?" I asked confused. I let her lead the way to her bike. "Can you drive somewhat slow?" I ask. "can't really hold on or lean against you with one arm and all."
Faith: "I'll drive slow baby, but Whitelighters can heal too, I thought I told you that. I didn't think about calling on one of them because they watch over the Witches, not us. But I bet he'd help. And then you wouldn't have to choke down the nasty antibiotics," I say, starting the engine as I climb on.
Xane: I get on after her. "Oh, that's cool, I think I remember him, he's the one who got mad about Mr. Fang being near his kids or something." I say vaguely remembering being tied up in the attic.
Faith: I laugh, "He has a name you know," I tease, pulling slowly out of the parking lot. Guess I'll actually have to go the speed limit this time.
Xane: I wrap one arm around her waist the best I can, praying to whatever higher power is up there that I don't die. It's not that I don't trust Faith, I do, with my life, but just woman drivers in general and other assholes who drive cars.
Faith: I drive carefully home, the last thing we need is to have to call Leo right now. I pull up to the house. "See, I'm careful for my baby," I say, kissing him.
Xane: I get off and kiss her back, pulling her to me. "So let's call this guy so I can lose the damn sling."
Faith: "Sure thing baby," I say as we walk in the door. "Um, I think we just yell," I say with a shrug. "Leo! Hey, you listening, Leo?"
Xane: Leo: I hear voices although I don't instantly recognize them. I look at Wyatt and then kiss both him and Chris before orbing to the location of the voices. I look around. "Faith?" I ask as I see the man that was tied up now with a sling and his arm around Faith.
Xane: I look at Leo, "Hey man take it easy, don't do anything drastic." I say putting one hand up. "I'm not holding her prisoner or anything."
Faith: "Hey, thanks for coming, I wasn't sure if you would since I'm not like a witch and stuff. He got his arm broken the other night, bone sticking out and all that. Do you think you could help us out?"
Xane: Leo: I looked at Faith, "This isn't exactly in the handbook, but he's not evil, so I don't see why not." I say as I walk over to him and tell him to sit down when he does I put my hands over her shoulder and move them down his arm as the light emits from my hand and I feel the warmth. "Good as new." I say to both of them. "I'll be getting back to the boys now." I say looking at them. "Try to stay out of trouble." I say as I orb back to magic school.
Xane: I move my arm and it's completely healed. "Holy shit." I say as I get up and stretch it out. "Why didn't we think of this before?" I ask as I walk to Faith and pull her into my arms and pick her up. "Much better."
Faith: I chuckle. "Well, I don't think of the Whitelighters much, I've never really had anyone to look after me," I say. "Well, not before you and Edward anyway." I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him deeply.
Xane: I look at her, "Can we maybe avoid the name for a couple of days?" I asked as I walk up towards her room, carrying her up the stairs. "God, how I've missed something so simple as carrying you."
Faith: "What, Whitelighters?" I tease. I kiss him softly, "I'm missed it too. Wouldn't let anyone else ever do this, you know."
Xane: I smile and kiss her as I open the door and close the door behind her. I push her against the door. "I love you."
Faith: I groan as he forces me up against the door. "Oh god, I love you too," I say, my hands caressing his back.
Xane: I rub both my hands all over her body. "God...I've missed this." I moan into her ear as I grind my hips up against her.
Faith: "Oh god yes. I think you are wearing entirely too many clothes, though," I say, tugging at his shirt.
Xane: I pull my shirt up and help her pull it off as I kiss her again.
Faith: "Mmmm," I moan into his mouth, kissing him deeply. "That's a little better," I say, working my hands over the front of his jeans.
Xane: I let her unzip me and pull my boxers down as I begin to grind against her again. "Better?" I tease
Faith: "Definitely," I moan, feeling him against me. "But now I'm wearing entirely too many clothes," I chuckle.
Xane: I look at her and smile, "Not my problem." I say as I move to the bed and sit on the edge, my feet still hitting the floor, I rub my hand down over my abs, tracing over the muscular lines. Until I reach my cock and take it into my hand slowly, my eyes locked on hers.
Faith: "Oh holy fuck," I gasp. "That's so goddamn hot," I say, walking over to him. I run my hands underneath my shirt, caressing my breasts, but not letting him really see.
Xane: I lock eyes with her. "No touching...me or you." I say as I grip my cock and start to pump it faster.
Faith: "Oh god Xane," I gasp, throwing my shirt off quickly. I unbutton my jeans, sliding them down over my hips, but leaving my panties and bra on.
Xane: I look at her, licking my own lips as I stroke my shaft and then run my thumb over the head letting out a soft maon.
Faith: "Goddamn that's so fucking hot," I say turning around unclasping my bra, bending over as I slide my panties down, letting him see my wet pussy lips before standing and turning, tossing my bra to the side.
Xane: I try not to fixate on her pussy or the wetness there, but rather pretend that it's her hand working me. "God...FAITH!" I moan as I stroke faster my other hand going and pulling at my balls some.
Faith: I stalk over to the bed, sitting against the headboard as I pull my knees up, stroking my fingers down my wet lips. I push one inside me, my eyes locked on his hand, groaning as he strokes himself for me.
Xane: I reach with one hand and move her hand away from her pussy. "What was the rule?" I ask panting almost. "No touching...at all." I said again.
Faith: My eyes grow wide, "I can't touch myself??" I ask.
Xane: I nod my head in agreement. "That is the rule." I say as I lick my lips. I reach over and run my hand against her wet pussy and then lick my fingers and palm clean. My hand still pumping my cock.
Faith: My eyes grow wide, "I can't touch myself??" I ask.
Xane: I nod my head in agreement. "That is the rule." I say as I lick my lips. I reach over and run my hand against her wet pussy and then lick my fingers and palm clean. My hand still pumping my cock.
Faith: "Oh my fucking god," I moan, trying to thrust against him as he touches me. I lick my lips, my eyes locked on his hand, my hands trailing over my flat stomach. "I fucking love you, this is so goddamn hot."
Xane: I keep my eyes on her breasts as they move up and down with each breathe she takes, I can tell she wants it...her breathing is erratic, which makes her breasts bounce. "NO touching!" I say a bit firmer as she tried to rub against my hand, I do however leave my hand on her pussy, just having it there, near her throbbing clit was hot. I pumped myself a bit faster, before running my thumb over my head and letting out a moan.
Faith: I whimper in frustration, rocking my hips against him, trying to make him touch me. "God baby, please, let me touch you, I need you."
Xane: My eyes move from her breasts to her lips. "Hmm...I don't think you want it." I say as I squirt some pre-cum into my hand and then let go of my cock and rub it against her pussy, adding just a little bit of pressure. "Yeah...I don't think you want it enough."
Faith: "Oh fuck oh god Xane, please! I want it, I want you," I beg, arching up to try to press further against his hands. My heart is racing, I can't remember a time when I've been so fucking turned on without so much as a touch.
Xane: I pull my hand away and start my stroking again, my other hand moving to cup my balls as I massaged them, pulling on my cock some as I stroke it.
Faith: I whimper louder, my hips moving, even though no one's fucking touching me. I stroke one hand over my breast, tugging my nipple slightly before he slaps my hand away. "Dammit Xane, I need you, fuck you're so hot. God, how did you know this would fucking turn me on so damn much?"
Xane: "If you can't follow the rules, I'm going to have to tie you up." I say looking at her. "No touching." I say as I stand up and rub my cock against her pussy and then pull back, now that it's wet with her juices. I finally take her hand and place it on my cock. "This...is touching..." I say and push it away. "IT's bad." I tease.
Faith: I moan loudly at the thought of him tying me up, I'd actually let him. I feel myself growing even wetter, I swear to god I'm gonna leave a massive wet spot. I slam my fist into the bed after he pushes my hand away. "Fuck Xane, you're goint to kill me, I swear it."
Xane: I move my hand from my cock and trail it up her inner thigh ever so slowly, my eyes locked on hers. "Kill you? Never..." I say with a smile, licking my lips.
Faith: "Oh fucking god, please don't stop," I beg, reaching up to put his other hand around his cock.
Xane: I take my cock into my free hand, pumping it hard, letting out a moan. I slide on top of her and thrust into her hard, I couldn't wait anymore. "Fuck." I moan as I feel so much better inside of her.
Faith: "XANE!" I scream, cumming instantly as he thrusts into me. I wrap my legs around him, pulling him hard against me, I don't want him to change his mind and start teasing me again.
Xane: I only thrusted once and she came, well she was going to again, I kept thrusting into her, my hand finally going and starting to pinch her nipples. "You can touch now."
Faith: I groan loudly and arch my back into his hands, my own hands reaching around him to grip his back hard.
Xane: I twist and pull her nipples harder as I thrust into her. "God baby...you're already so wet." I tease.
Faith: "Ohhh fuck yes," I gasp, "Your little display almost made me cum from just watching," I moan, grasping his back as my heels dig in to his ass, pulling him even deeper into me.
Xane: I let out a moan and thrust as far as I can into her, and I'm not worried about hurting her, because she's already so damn wet.
Faith: "Oh fuck yes Xane, fuck me, take me," I plead, needing to feel him control me.
Xane: I let out a moan as I thrust into her. "God...I love you Faith." I say thrusting into her.
Faith: I grip his back hard, my fingertips digging in as I buck up against him. "Hell yes, god I love you too."
Xane: I pull on her nipples as I thrust into her. Thrusting into her and reaching down to rub her clit.
Faith: "Xane," I groan, my fingernails scratching hard down his back, my legs pulling him further into me. "I love this, god, I love how you feel inside me."
Xane: "I love you too baby" I say as I thrust into her. "I love how you feel too baby" I say as I continue thrusting into her.
Faith: "Baby, oh god, I'm so close," I gasp, squeezing my muscles around him.
Xane: I feel her squeezing her muscles and let out another moan, reaching and pinching her clit. "Me too baby...so close."
Faith: "Do it baby, I need to feel you inside me!" I plead, my entire body tensing as I try to hold off for just another moment.
Xane: When she says she wants it, I cum hard into her, quick spurts coming out as I cummed inside of her, moaning her name. "FAITH!"
Faith: My back arches hard, feeling him cum inside me. My arms wrap around him, squeezing him tightly as I scream his name, cumming again.
Xane: I can't move, I'm complety spent and gasping for air now. I take a few deep breaths trying to calm my breathing.
Faith: "Oh shit, sorry," I pant, releasing my tight hold on his body, going limp against the bed.
Xane: "Sorry?" I ask a bit confused.
Faith: I giggle. "Not like that silly, sorry for squeezing you to death," I say with a smile.
Xane: I smile and kiss her, pulling out of her slowly and looking into her eyes. "I love you."
Faith: I whimper slightly as he pulls out of me. "I love you too, Xane."
Xane: I hold her gaze and brush some brunette hair out of her face, both of our bodies dripping with sweat. "Wanna hear something cheesy?" I ask softly.
Faith: I smile at him. "Always."
Xane: I am hesitant at first, but figure I might as well just say it. "While growing up in foster care and stuff like that, it was always really loud and noisy, I used to wake up really early in the morning and go to the roof of the building and just watch the sunrise. It was peaceful and perfect." I say with a smile. "Right here, right now, with you. That's how I feel." I say blushing some.
Faith: I look at him, smiling. "I've never felt peaceful a day in my life till I met you, Xane. I love you so much."
Xane: "It wasn't too cheesy?" I ask, still a bit embarrassed, I shouldn't have said it. I'm badass Brandon.
Faith: I shake my head, kissing him deeply. "Not at all, not to me. I love you, more than I could ever really tell you, I think."
Xane: "That's ok, I'm not really good with words." I say with a smile. "I could fight for you, I'm pretty good at that." I start to say, but then remember that Faith could actually kick my ass. "Well...maybe not."
Faith: I chuckle and kiss him again. "You can fight FOR me, just not AGAINST me," I tease.
Xane: I smile a bit insecurely. I've never been with someone who was so much better than me, and normally when I didn't think about it; it wasn't bad. "Yeah."
Faith: I look into his eyes. "You went away," I say, feeling his mood change.
Xane: I look at her confused? "What?" I say looking at her and raising an eyebrow. "I'm right here."
Faith: "You're mood just changed, I thought I said something bad," I say softly.
Xane: I try to hide my feelings. "No...I'm just a bit out of breathe. That's all." I say with a smile.
Xane: Xane: I try to hide my feelings. "No...I'm just a bit out of breathe. That's all." I say with a smile.
Faith: "You're a terrible liar," I say softly. "And I thought we had a deal."
Xane: I look at her. And try and shake the feeling. "Yeah..you're right." I said softly, this girl didn't forget anything. "I'm just not used to the type of relationship we have. Me not being able to protect you...that's all"
Faith: I frown slightly. "What makes you think you can't protect me?" I ask softly.
Xane: "It's just...you have to hold back and everything like that. And it's just intimidating, that's all." I say shrugging my shoulders. "It's just different."
Faith: "And you don't like that about me," I say softly.
Xane: "NO...I love you Faith. Everything about it, it's just. It's all new, the feelings and the fact that you're a slayer." I say softly. "It's not bad." I say. "I just don't want you to feel like you have to hold back with me."
Faith: I touch his face softly. "I just don't want to hurt you, that's all. It's not like I think you're a pussy or anything, I don't. I'm just, um, afraid," I admit.
Xane: I lean over and kiss her. "Ok...we don't have to talk about it if you don't want to." I say softly. "Wanna grab a bite to eat?" I ask. "This time no fight and no leaving, real food this time, and maybe no alcohol."
Faith: "Food sounds good, lack of alcohol sounds even better," I tease. "But we can talk about it sometime, if you want to Xane."
Xane: I roll out of bed and get dressed. "We can talk about it at the restaurant. If you still want too." I say with a smile. "But, I don't know about you, after today's sex-capades, I need some nourishment." I tease.
Faith: I laugh. "Hell yes, food is of the good. And we both know how I can eat," I say, pulling on a pair of jeans and a tight t shirt.
Xane: I take her hand once she's dressed and wlak downstairs with her. "You riding with me?" I asked
Faith: "Only for you baby," I say, sliding on behind him, wrapping my hands around his waist.
Xane: I rev the engine and leave the house, heading towards an Olive Garden I had remembered seeing. I stopped and looked at her. "Italian ok with you?" I Asked
Faith: "Sounds good to me! I could eat anything at this point, honestly," I say, kissing his cheek.
Xane: I get off after her, taking her hand and walking towards the restaurant. I see a 1967 Mustang, with the blue paint, and my jaw drops. I stop for a second to admire her.
Faith: I whistle, admiring the car with him. "Nice ride."
Xane: I can't help it, I let go of Faith's hand and walk towards the car, running my hand over the hood and the top. I see that it's unlocked. "The fucker doesn't even lock you...he's begging for you to be taken." I say softly. "I'll take good care of you baby." I say.
Faith: "What are you doing?" I ask, seeing him reach for the door handle.
Xane: It was too late, I was already inside of the car, and had my knife out and popped the ignition hole and was re-wiring it, the car instantly jumped to life.
Faith: "Xane, what the fuck are you doing?" I ask, grabbing his arm.
Xane: I look up at her. What I do best. "The bastard was begging for it, it's too easy." I say looking up at her. "Live a little babe, hop in. We'll come back for the bike later."
Faith: "No. I think emphatically not," I say, taking a step back.
Xane: I look at Faith, my right foot hitting the gas and revving the engine. "Baby." I say looking at her.
Faith: I have to admit that it kind of turns me on, but of all the things I am, a car thief was never one of them. I think to myself that it's odd where I draw the line in my morals. I shake my head, afraid my voice will betray me.
Xane: I can't believe that not only did she use a damn college SAT word on me but she's not even interested. In fact, she might even look disappointed. I look away from her, watching the tack as I rev the engine again. I couldn't help it, this is what I did. This was my thrill in life. "Just hop in the car babe."
Faith: "You'll get arrested," I say. "No way someone has a cherry car like that without a tracer or alarm on it," I say, trying to sound convincing.
Xane: "It wouldn't be the first time." I say, she sounds disappointed. "Faith...this is who I am." I say honestly. It was time for her to decide if she really wanted to be with me. Maybe we had rushed into things...I thought she understood me.
Faith: "Bullshit, I don't accept that. It may be who you were, but it's not who you are anymore. And also, you're not the one with a murder two and jailbreak on your record. Maybe you don't mind getting arrested, but if I do, I ain't coming back."
Xane: Murder...I've done. But I was still a kid and it got expunged when I was 18. I look from her to the car and back to her and then back to the car. It was time for me to make my decision. Why was it so hard? It should be easy...her. But this is everything I've ever known, this is where my safety is. I finally kill the engine and get out of the car and close the door. Walking towards the restaurant in defeat.
Faith: "Thank you," I say softly, taking his hand in mine.
Xane: I didn't even want to look at her. I had just abandoned everything I had ever known. Boosting cars and my life of crime. What the hell was I going to do now? Mooch off of Faith?! Like I wasn't already. Maybe it was time for me to go back to New York, we could try the long distance thing...who am I kidding?
Faith: "What's wrong?" I ask softly. I don't know if he's pissed because I wouldn't go with him or if he's just deep in thought.
Xane: I turn and look at her, I promised to be honest. "That...what I left behind was everything I've ever known Faith. Everything." I say. I gave it up for her...because of how much I love her and I want this to work. "I'm scared...Faith. What the hell do I do from here?" I ask. "I'm pretty much useless, I just take up space and granted I love you and we have amazing sex, you still have to hold back and I don't do anything for your friends or help in anyway."
Faith: "How can you say that? How can you even THINK that? You're NOT useless and you're NOT just taking up space," I say firmly. "And I get it, what you left behind I mean. I really do. These people are your friends too, you know. I mean, as much as they are mine anyway. I've only been here like a day longer than you have, most of whom I had never seen before in my life. So, you're all I've got, truly. If you want to be helpful, then help," I say softly. "But don't leave me because I don't condone you boosting cars."
Xane: "It's not the same Faith. I don't connect with people, I thought you didn't either. You dealt with your stuff. I haven't quite gotten that far." I say. I was trying hard not to roll my eyes at her, I knew I'd get slapped for that. "What the hell am I supposed to do to help? I just get in the way." I say.
Faith: "Yeah, I've really dealt with all my shit," I say, rolling my eyes at him. "You can fight, you are smart, what the hell can't you do to help?"
Xane: Did she just roll her eyes at me? Seriously? Was she 12? "It's not the same, you at least know these people, or can connect with them." I said a bit bitterly, I've never had a problem with not fitting in...till now. "You get the slayer deal...and what it's like, and watcher's and things like that. I've never heard of it or anything."
Faith: I grab his arm and look at him hard. "I get it because I have no goddamn choice. You think I want this? You think I even LIKE this? When I was fucking 15 years old some fucking British woman found me living on the streets and broke the news. So, excuse the fuck out of me for having a little more time to learn to accept it than the three days that you've had. If you aren't even willing to give it a chance, though, I don't know what to tell you."
Xane: Why is it that whenever we go out to eat we get into fights like this. "Fuck you Faith." I snap back. "I'm not a damn pussy...I'm not walking away, I was just telling you how I fucking feel. How I don't feel like shit compared to you, but then again...I can't compete with you. I'd lose horribly, and be embarrassed." I say, the blood rushing through my body, and the way she looks when she's mad. I pushed her up against the brick wall, my hands holding her hips tightly as I kissed her.
Faith: I moan loudly, feeling him slam me up against he wall, grinding my body against his. I claw at his back, incredibly turned on right now for some fucked up reason.
Xane: I bite the side of her neck as I rub up against her, rubbing against her pelvic bone. "I don't want you to have to hold back Faith..."
Faith: "Oh fuck, I won't baby, I swear it," I say, tilting my head and pressing my neck further into his mouth.
Xane: I bite down harder, leaving teeth marks and then suck hard, she'd have a pretty big hickey. "We need to stop going out to eat...ends up with us fighting."
Faith: I scratch my nails hard down his back, crying out in pleasure as he bites me hard. "Well, we haven't actually eaten anything yet," I moan.
Xane: "Oh...I plan on eating all right." I say as I slide my hand down between us and rub against her pussy hard through her jeans so she can feel it. "I'm going to eat...definitely."
Faith: "Oh fucking god," I gasp, my hips bucking hard against him.
Xane: "Back to the house?" I ask. "Or do you want me to eat your wet pussy under the table or in the bathroom with all the people potentially finding out what we're doing. And how you like it when I slide my tongue up your pussy and suck on your clit."
Faith: "Oh fuck baby, you decide, you take control," I moan, feeling my wetness through my jeans.
Xane: "Me...I want to take you right here...just the way you want it. Dirty little girl like yourself...you want it right here where everyone can see." I tease, my hand sliding between her pants and her non-existent underwear. Sliding against her lips. "Yeah...you tell me. Where?"