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I'm not doing so good. I have a lot of troubles on my mind that have consumed me quite a bit. My only reassurance are the lessons and things of God. But of course, that's the whole purpose of all of this anyways, right? I definitely am thankful for how well I've been prepared for something like this though. I think my recovery time is really fast. It hasn't been very long at all and I've already hit my lowest point and I'm on the way up again. Somethings aren't as easy as I wish they'd be... like driving by certain places, handling the 'what if' thoughts, every time I hear my phone ring, etc etc. The very few people that I've told the whole story to tell me that I'm doing the right thing and that so far, I doing very well considering the circumstances.
I gave Pastor White a call at his office today. He was busy so I left a message. I really hope he calls me back soon b/c I'd love to meet up with him sometime soon.
Work is getting much better. I made it a point to get myself busy and to a point to where I'd be making a comfortable amount of money soon... and that seems to be on its way. Hopefully by Sept 1, I will be moving over to New Tampa so I can be close to school. All of these things are very exciting for me. It has taken me a while to pick up the peices from the Orlando thing... mostly because of mental obstacles and not being 100% sure of what I want, or rather what I'm suppose to do. This time next week I would really love for there to be a huge change in things... and I think that's possible.
I think that in life, its not about what you deserve or don't deserve. Its about what needs to happen for you to be the person you are meant to be. That is why, boys and girls, life isn't always "fair".
I gave Pastor White a call at his office today. He was busy so I left a message. I really hope he calls me back soon b/c I'd love to meet up with him sometime soon.
Work is getting much better. I made it a point to get myself busy and to a point to where I'd be making a comfortable amount of money soon... and that seems to be on its way. Hopefully by Sept 1, I will be moving over to New Tampa so I can be close to school. All of these things are very exciting for me. It has taken me a while to pick up the peices from the Orlando thing... mostly because of mental obstacles and not being 100% sure of what I want, or rather what I'm suppose to do. This time next week I would really love for there to be a huge change in things... and I think that's possible.
I think that in life, its not about what you deserve or don't deserve. Its about what needs to happen for you to be the person you are meant to be. That is why, boys and girls, life isn't always "fair".