Jan 08, 2008 20:25
Id prolly use it to buy a gun to shoot up in the air like mclovin.
::looks at mirror::
"You're a piece of shit"
I feel so hollow inside, so unwanted, so foolish to think that this girl and I might of had something great and beautiful, I fucking thought we did, but I guess I never was right about those things now was I?
my infamous fucked up career with the women continues on its neverending path of destruction.
I never thought I could be the type of guy who would hold someone back.
somebody please tell me:
what do I do now?
because I don't feel like doing anything at all.
I don't think I've felt this hurt inside in a long long time.
fuck this. you don't tell someone you think your falling for someone one minute and then a couple weeks later just call it quits.
I would've done anything to keep you with me, but apparantly fitting into lifestyles is all that matters anymore to people. What ever happened to the good old fashioned butterflys in your stomach? thats what I had everytime you came into the room. Butterflys, fireworks, and all that shit.
but that doesnt mean anything apparantly.
I really don't want to say goodbye, but they always say if you care about someone you'll let them go.
It's just so hard to say goodbye.
well i'm going to get my guitar fixed i need to take these feelings out the only way i know how.