Mar 17, 2007 00:06
So i did some thinking.. and i really think i should update this more. i was reading past journals, and its a good way to see how much i have actully grown throughout the years. I was reading old old entries from senior year, and wow was i crazy and emotional. I'm happy to say i grew alot from that. I pin point most of it from going to college and the break up with my first love. So whats good in my life now, i got an awsome job doing nothing but doign excel work all day, and i get paid pretty good. School went well last semester i'll be heading to UNH full time hopefully next fall if all goes well. Dee, me , and wayne are looking for our own place, and its serious this time. We all are making good money, so it should make life easier.
I've gotten really close to cj, and dani again, and of course still tight with dee. Those 3 have helped me so much this past year. They honestly don't fully understand what they did for me... and for that I thank them so much..
I got another neice audrey, shes just as cute as kaykay.. who i must say has become a little terror, but i still love hanging out and playing with her. Honestly sometimes i rather just stay at home and play with her for the night (unless shes cranky) shes so smart and funny.. It's also awsome seeing her grow up and learn things.. i never fully understood how special it is.. but it truly is. It goes by so fast. Luckliy i still have audrey to go through all those stages again.
My love life has been some what crazy.. lots of up and downs. I'm ok with where im at right now, im learning so much by myself which if i had a full fledged realtionship i wouldnt be able to learn. I know what i want now, am im not settling for anything else, not even stalker boy lol.. some know who he is.
I got set plans in my life now, and i'm truely becoming an adult. Moving out is my last step. Which will be soon. One thing that does bother me alittle bit is not keeping in touch which those who i use to be close with, i know it might be some what my fault, hopefully i can make a mends with those realtonships and gain back some of those i really care for.. well goodnight hoepfully i'll update more
Ps. Dani get you crap together.. Me and wayne have songs