I don't know what this is.
I think I have figured out that my inevitable downfall will be caused by a woman.
My life up until a two years ago was very tumultuous, up and down, impulsive;very emotional.
Finally, I've got some grip on logic and what I actually need in life to be mostly happy. I'm more concerned with happiness then success. I figure if I am happy, then success will follow. But I digress.
Besides my transition, falling in lust, crushing so hard it becomes an obsession-those two things have made my daily life complicated. I feel so intense sometimes, although I know it's just hormones and it has nothing to do with love or anything like that. But damn, I get to know someone and boom, I'm hooked. This is going to be a problem. I instantly fall to their spell, wanting nothing more than them.
I keep telling myself that I need to get a hold of myself. Stop letting my dick take control.
Grrrr....of course the second puberty doesn't help.
I don't know where this blog was going. It's been harder to emphasize my emotions, most of the time because it's a mixture of numbness, logic, and something else I have yet to name.
My life up until a two years ago was very tumultuous, up and down, impulsive;very emotional.
Finally, I've got some grip on logic and what I actually need in life to be mostly happy. I'm more concerned with happiness then success. I figure if I am happy, then success will follow. But I digress.
Besides my transition, falling in lust, crushing so hard it becomes an obsession-those two things have made my daily life complicated. I feel so intense sometimes, although I know it's just hormones and it has nothing to do with love or anything like that. But damn, I get to know someone and boom, I'm hooked. This is going to be a problem. I instantly fall to their spell, wanting nothing more than them.
I keep telling myself that I need to get a hold of myself. Stop letting my dick take control.
Grrrr....of course the second puberty doesn't help.
I don't know where this blog was going. It's been harder to emphasize my emotions, most of the time because it's a mixture of numbness, logic, and something else I have yet to name.