new song
heres a new song i wrote recently im finsihin up the guitar part right now so yea here it is...
the poetic retelling of a misunderstood relationship
I try to understand what goes on in you head
Its like staring at yourself in a mirror
Wondering what goes on just below the surface
Of it all
Now that you’re here I wonder if
you have some kind of hidden intention
in which your master plan
is to break my heart
after it all disappears
I’ll forget my fears
They never did me any good
I know that you didn’t want
To be thought of as an afterthought
Of one big great disaster
Of a perfect relationship
While you sleep I ask you the questions
of which carry the most meaning
that could mean the difference between
life and death
you’ve yet to answer back to these and
I’m just to afraid that you’ll wake up
and answer them how I want to hear
and in my dreams I hear you sing
and I swear its like a symphony of
angels constantly calling my name
and in the dream it is you who sings
to me with all of your heart
you say that you love me so
and that you’ll never let me go
even in this dream I know
that’ll wake up and all
of this will be over
but hey tomorrows another day
it’s the pain that love brings that tears
us into pieces
in the end of it all
baby
if I said I love you I would be lying
so lets not say it and just
pretend were both okay cuz
that’s the way these relationships
all seem to go
in my life
for me theres no happy ending
only the sight of the bottom
of the bottle from the top
this is how its going to be
until I figure out how to change
the ways I look at
life
and you